It's just begun.

hm.crappy day.

2010-04-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

seems like i only blog on exceptionally crappy days...wow this blog is dead...):

yah anw tday was a maths mock exam...ok luh, think can get CLOSE to full marks..yay

woke up with a reely bad headache)))):

went to see the doctor juz now...have a apt. with a neurologist tmw..but it's not smth bad like cancer or wateva...thank heavensD:

and it wasn't improved by today's extra training.sigh.

i feel down for making them feel down

haixxx

but in some teeensy little aching corner of my heart i love them

tht's why i was so dissapointed

argh.

cudnt concentrate properly so started reading globalisation

and figure out it's quite interesting.

no wait.i'm kidding.

hahaha.

wow i'm too tired to laugh.

when has tht ever happened?

never

except tday.

hopefully i forget tmw.

which i wunt.

so yipee for a bad long mugging wkend

and thanks guys for making it so much better

ah wells at least they apologised

will i miss np?

hell yeah. but i wunt tell you tht.

POP presents to make, fallen castles in the air to build, dissapointments to forget(AND HOT GUYS TO DREAM ABOUT)

gnite vijaya.

CACHINNATE!!!!

2010-01-31T05:07:00.000-08:00

ok so tht's a synonym for LAUGH.

yay!!

cachinnate!

hahaha..

ok so you noe WAT HAPPENEDDDD?

i BECAME 166 cm talllllll

OMG!

yay.

and i feel reely embarassed to say this but

I AM A GEEK.

officially.

cuz i'm starting to like studying in the morning.

omg dude.

but hey this is sec 4!

everyone(tht is ms chng luh)

has said tht i have become more hardworking.

yay!

*jumps up and down and does victory danceeee

so the first month of this yr is OVER!

omg.

one mth closer to

THE DAY(s)

of Os.

O!

:OOOOO

haha tht looks like a centipede!

*shakes head.

so anw, i'm looking for synonymss for english

CUZ I LEFT MY THESAURUS IN SCHOOL!

o dearrr

so have to use internettt

oh.talking about internet.

there's some weirdo on fb who keeps sending me weird stuff like dogs and hearts.

help.

i have no IDEA wat to do except delete him!

but i dunnoe if i noe him,

but it's STILL FREAKY!!

ok..

OH!and i just became a fan of chris daughtry!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

his voice is like an angel can!

lalalalala

and i downloaded alot of songs onto my phone!

yayyy

ok i gtg and fry my brainss

BYE!

ok.so here's the truth.

2009-12-01T06:51:00.001-08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-14T08:06:00.000-07:00

okok. u noe what happened to the examss?

they CRAWLED UP DIED AND ARE NOW

OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*tht's the way uh huh uh huh i like it uh huh uh huh

*JUMPS UP AND DOWNN

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

it'ss OVERRR

wowww okok so assesments of the difficulty of my death sentences..ahem. i mean exam papers

EL: wheee the compre was INTERESTING.really.no pun intended.

HTL: ok.just go and die ok?ok.

MATHS: again go and die. but i thot it was easy to some extent. *shhh i can alr hear u thinking "WTHH VIJAYAAA":\

hahaa

A MATHS: right i think i can get A1 (*cross fingerss)(and Toessss)(and any other crosssable thingiesss)

BIO: haha had the best nap of my lifeee..finished the paper in 1 hr. so i slept for 1 hr.

until mr khoo tapped on my table. spoil my nice dreams. yes you mr khoo. hahaha tht RHYMES!!!!

PHYSICS: section A quite easy..SECTION B.aiyah.just g.d. in other words..GO DIE. section C okok

CHEMISTRY: wunderfullll. haha kidding. haix i cant even rmb lahh. i think tht i thot it was ok. does tht make sense? hmm.

still got wat...

OH

SS: wheeeeee easehhh

GEOG: hmm.max. is 80% which is quite sad.D:

over.

OVER.

whee i like OVER.

ahhhh wellsss it was fun to study.

HAHA.kidding.

it sucked.

now it's VOMITING.

geddit??sucked:opposite is vomit..so...

yeah nvm.

u dun geddit.

uhhhuh..u think i'm seriously weird.

uhhuh.

yah ok.

i shall go now. my ultra long nails are saying "PLEASE!!!donttt typeee!!!it's painfulll!!!"

so BYEEEEEEE

this post is OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

wheeeeee

owner of the most painful sore throat

2009-10-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

ah wells.

ughh.i am feeling CRAPPPYYYY now

stupid sore throatt.

ughh.

haix so i'm not going to school tmw.

ughhhhhhh.

ok, so wat happenedd.

OH.

hahahaha.

GERMAN EOY!

wheeeee.

so funn.

*rolls eyes

hahaha..

it was OK...

oral tht day saw MICHAEL!

hahahhaaha

he looked so losst

without his..

AHEM.

hahahahahahaha.

damn lame sia he see me alr "eh got any lame jokes?"

WTH.

hahaha.

nice to see what ppl think of me eh

might as well put a poster on my head tht says

"owner of lame jokessszxcc"

HAHAHAA

ah wellss i WAS gonna tell him about the blind man joke

but welll

had to go homeee.

and the blind man jokee

is FUNNEH.

not LAME.

FUNNEHHHHH.

i noe hard to believe tht i noe jokes tht are FUNNY.

hahhaha

rite so WAALKEDDD home

wheee.

i like tht word..

WHEEEEEE

hahahahahaha

GERMAN EOY PAPERRR

yah wells i tried to concentrate when i revisedd

TRIED.

i reely did ok?

I TRIEDDD.

bloody hell.

NLB=nice legs boy

sheeshhhh

distractingggg

ok. fine.i shall not elaborate.

and NOBODY sat next to me during the paperrr!

WTHHHH

last year got bennett and amirul

this year NOBODYYY

as i dun care tht nobody sat there but

NOBODY TO COOPYYYY

oopsie.did i say tht too loud?

heehee

yah wellss.

HILARY was damn MEAN.

she said my puppy face looked...

nvm.

SHE is MEANNNN.

and then i said i shall throw my paper at YOUUUU

she offered to throw her bottle

and i said

I THROW THE TABLE AH.

SEE MY MUSCLESSSS

hahahaha

ughh and tht was the point when i noticedd mr eeeek.

yes the very same.

mr eeek.

EEEK.

so yeah the rest of the day was quite badd.

except the AHEM meeting with samara

ahem.

i walked home

alone this time

but.

i FLOATED home.

wheeee.

oooh and i saw volleyball BOYYY

nehenehnehenehhhhh

hehe.

yayy. like real.

2009-09-27T04:20:00.000-07:00

whheee the exams are herreee

so funn

mental eye roll

yahyah i noe...i juz cudnt resist the com..

yupzxc i suck..thx.

well then i shall go now..

i realised tday, i have nobody for myself..

how sad.

aww jake dun worry

i've still got u.

kapooskieee dayy

2009-09-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

hahaha mann tday was GOOOODDDD

i was supposed to get pelted or SMASHEDDD in cake(for those hu dun gedditheehee)

but i dinttt

cuz the cake was SO DAMNNN niceeeeee

it was like chocolate and MARSHMALLOWWWWW

like omggggggggggggg

beautyyy

and then i came home n tried to do mathss but i had this horrible HEADACHEE so i went and SLEPPPPPTTTT for damn long...until 6:50pm whoooooooo

so now i am REVITALISEDDDD

ohohohohohoh my mum bought this AWESOMEEEEE mooncakee from some hotell it had mango..*wait for it...* ICE CREAM IN ITTTT

omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

damn niceee cann

ahhhhhh!!!!!!

i'm such a foodd fanaticcc

and the stuff's REALLY sinful...

i think i wunt eat tmwww

UNLESS IT'S MOONCAKEEEE

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

o but not all the food i was faced wif tday was good..

in the morning y mum tried to feed me a COLD banananna

i mean whatttt theeee helllllllllllll

i dunnoe why she keeps it in the fridge lahhhh

there shud be this NO BANANAS IN THE FRIDGE rulleee

hahahaha

okok i hear oh little irritating voice in my headd

i shall go and mugg nowww.

after a weee lil bit of fanficcccc

i promiseee juz a weee bit(:

i'll juz check if crimson darkness is upp

i swearrrrr

lesson learnttt

2009-09-19T00:34:00.001-07:00

ok so now i remember why i changed my skin after tht dancing sheep one..

CUZ ALL THE FREAKIN BANDWIDTHS EXCEDDEDDDD!!!

whateva tht is..

so yup i changed again...until i find a nicer one):

this one's okok...not tht nice thoo

and the chat box's screwed too..

*sigh

i shall get one of harry potter..

hahaha okok i wont..

i dunnoeee lahh

hahaha...

oh heehee i got a newww nameeee

CHLOROPHYLLA

whoo....

rite i cant think of anything to blog bout so

DOWN WITH EXAMS

and

BACK TO STUDYINGG

*sigh x1000000000

screwed in real tight

2009-09-13T00:59:00.000-07:00

u noe how sometimes you have to screw in smth? and you put in the screw..

but u dun noe how to use the bloody screwdriver

then at the last bit, when u get the hang of it,

u get so excited,

u start screwing it in real hard

the screw goes in too deep,

and the wood cracks.

except this time u can get another piece of bloody wood.

but when u screw up,

in life,

u just live wif it.

i'm bloody tired of being lied to.

and bloody tired of the word bloody.

i seriously have to get other swearwords.

seriously.

it's a good joke see?

good joke.

u can practically hear the sarcasm drip.

drip.drip.drip.

pfft.

and tday's my sis' b'day.

wow.

so fun.

drip.drip.drip.

why do i keep finding tht i talk to some1 for hours and hours

only to realise as they walk away

they're just lying.

again.

for once i'd like the truth please?

preety pleasy orange squeezy?

it seems to work when my lil sis uses it.

funny right?

right.

drip.drip.drip.

u noe tht thing there tht says "if we dun meet in this lifetime, we'll meet in the next"?

tht is so bullcrap man.

totally bull shit.

cuz i'll probably neva find a guy hu i'd like wif no strings attached.

even if facebook says it's july 6 next yr.

tht's why i wanna change the blogskin

but the idiotic parental control on my com doesnt let me even see the pictures on blogskins.

i cant even browse it man!

damn.

sometimes u screw in the screw so deep

even the bloody screwdriver cant get it out.

and then u need to get another screw and start screwing it in some place else on the wood.

i need to punch smth really badly.

really badly.

2009-09-11T04:29:00.000-07:00

pffttt blogger is so TOTALLY screweddd

and i'm getting tired of my blogskin...haixx

hahahahaha but tday was DAMN FUN

tho we WASTED time in school...it was worth the wait lahhh

cuz i found out tht SONYA'S A PAEDOPHILEEEEE....

lalalalalala(yes sonya dont deny ittt)

harharharrr

tssskktssskkk no moodd to elaboratee so sian to blog nowadays

><

oh and i think this blog is gonna be deaddd for a longg time):

blalala.

argh crap sheet lahh i juz wanna go read my fanfic noww

tmw is interunit quiz

HAIX

life's getting boringgerr and boringgerr

and guess watt?

i havent thot about banana in a long time

yay.

2009-08-14T03:42:00.000-07:00

oh water tastes sweet again
I'm free again
i wun be thinking of you..
again...

you don't have look at me past her
you don't have to look at her past me
I'm free..

No i don't think i'm giving up
No i don't think i'm giving in
you just lost me
and now i'm free

so i'll..
reach up to the skies
and pull the clouds closer to i
oh i wanna taste the water again

i'm as free as the rain

**********************************************

lol...tht looks emo...

but it's completely OPPOSITE of how i'm feeling

i'm HAPPY

for the first time in 3 years

i feel light and happy

:)

it feels so good..just let it go you noe?

so wat's all this bout?

well i have GOTTEN OVER MY CRUSH

and i feel FREEEEEE

and why i feel happy?

cuz i realised

the crush..it was too long to let it go...and too small to hold on to

and i realised his TRUE colours.

but i dun hate him u noe?

i'm cool with it..like i think he's cool.period.FULLSTOP.

no more fantasises

no more him being the driving power.

no more ...well, nothing.

wow..when i thot of that song up there(yes i wrote and sung tht!!)

i felt so

warm and fuzzy.

finally HAPPY being me:)

and when i practiced my piano piece for the concert,

i did cuz i love the piano.

not anything else..

no words to describe the feeling:)

O and there's this other song i heard.. by Steve Rushton

haha so nice:))

and if you're wondering..

i'm in love with somebody else

.
.
.
.
MY CANON PRINTERRRRRRRRRRR

ah wells it rocks big time pal:)

wooopee

2009-08-10T06:59:00.000-07:00

whoopeee....i watched hp666666

YAAAAYYYYY

ahhh so fun..

but i dint watch ndp eh...

cuz the movie was on sun at 9.15....and we lost the smart card for the set up box...so cannot watch tv anw

humph..i feel like a bloody traitor for not watching..

but DYK there's like SO MANY PPL AT ORCHARD which means: there are so many traitors hu are not watching ndp!!!!

:O

talking about bloody...

my lip keeps bleeding!!

argh...

damn painful...

i look like i've been abused or something..

^^

oh!!

wait...i just forgot what i wanted to say..

hmmm

hummmmmmm

wah really cannot remember eh..

hmmmmmmmmmmm

o!!!!!

i got a new hairband: my sunglasses!!

my hair band broke! so i'm using my sunglasses!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

-----ok well i'm gonna go sleep now...

p.s. Marsha, if you read this...i so did NOT ditch you for volleyball boy during pause..ahem.

2009-08-07T19:47:00.000-07:00

wth man ...blogger post page is royally screwed up lah..

ugh..

haha anw UPDATESSSS

thurs was german!!!

and i gave bennett his b'day presents..

then i wanted to buy coffee and i realised:TENTENTENTEN i had no $$!!!i had blown everything on his presents!!!AHHHHH so no coffee!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

but nvm, all for a good cause

hehe and now everybody agrees tht... TIMOTHY LOOKS LIKE BENNETT albeit a bit taller

HAHAHAHA TOLD YAHHHHHHHHH

ok...so stupid richard kept talking to bennett so i cudn't get his no. so i cudn't sms him happy b'day ytd!

sorry dude!

and when he was going off he rolled down the window and said thx for the present!

**AHHHH****

so nice!;)hehe

it's quite hard to get such nice friends...i am one lucky girl

:))))

ok so ytd was NDPPPPP in school!!

yaayyy it was damn good k!!

i was like really nrevous but somehow managed to hide it..

and when we marched out everyone started cheering like mad!!

AHHH i was so PROUD of myself

*reliving the moment

gosh it was the best feeling..:))

and TODAAYYYYY

i told myself i'm gonna mug like crazy until my brains drop out

so i'm doing my report now, then i'll chiong for maths

yaay.

and then maybe geog. oh sheet my mum havent bring my phy. geog book back from her school!

oh nOOO

i will remind her then.

OHH

and my sis is making pasta

and she's putting in those cheese thingies which have spinach filling

AWESOMEEE

best week of my lifeeeee

:DD

2009-08-02T00:49:00.000-07:00

wow my username is so INACCURATE

it's helloyoudownthere..(i noe egooo rite?)

but nowadays is HELLLOOOOOYOU UP THERE?!!!!CAN U HEARRR MEEEEEEEEEEEEE?

wth

all the freaking boys i know are all so freaking tall

i only have the comfort of saying i used (note the PAST tense) to be taller than them

freaking hell

wth lah, my com seriously got problem, i think

the modem is so OBVIOUSLY connected, but the iritating internet explorer keeps saying unable to connect or wateva sheet

haha..

oooh! my mum bought me this new hoodie

which is so NICEEE

it says "PLEASE FEED ME"

so CUTTTTEEEE

:)))))))))))

yaayy

anw, finally i'm having a fun day lah..

i actually feel ok studying leh..

lol!

so yeah i'm gonna mug later..i vowed to FINISH ALL TRIGO QUESTIONS IN THE TEXTBOOK

WOOOH!!

oh and thanks to someone(HINTHINT) tht stupid nobodynobodybut you! song is stuck in my head

YAH!! ALL YOUR FAULT

to the less informed innoncents, i shall elaborate

i asked our dear friend here what he wanted for his b'day (btw, i have no idead how to tell him happy b'day cuz i have to go for OBS on tht very day. humph.)

and he said "i want nobody nobody but you!"

UGHHH

i had the biggest shock of my life lah.

ok second biggest

biggest was when the idiot RORAN (or rohan or wateva) wiggled his eyebrows at me

seriously man

guys should have tact lessons

or at least learn decent pick up lines (HHAHAHAHAHAHA)

XDDD

thurs german was damn fun can?

i went around showing ppl my laughing fish video, and the bottle video and the pic of the HOT PINK CARE that i saw

and i had such nice comeback lines!!!

like how this girl was saying.."....so we're back to square 1!"

and i said "OH? u got to square 1?"

woah tht was the best line eva, if i may say so myselfXD

....

i still have ppl's no. to get...

i a sorely missing in contacts on my new phone..

....

oh heehee

what's 10x4?

TENTENTENTEN!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA

i wud post my video here...but as we all noe,

blogger pic and video downloads suck big time...so i shall leave it all ALONE.

hahaha

so yay i'm in a good mood..

!!

and you noe something?

i think i'll neva get to watch hp6 at the rate my sis is going

T.T

* hits publish post button and flushes self down toilet

ok well i suppose it works....back to the real thing: I"M DEAD TIRED

2009-07-24T04:25:00.000-07:00

ok i'm TIRED. maybe not as tired as the rest, and i admit i am feeling better...but feeling like the walking dead is no better...

and ppl who will cheer me up are not online

damn

ah wells, you don't get everything you want in life

i downloaded the new set of ppt slides for german lesson 4 so i can study it tonite

right now, i need to recite the reason for my tiredness and then go black out

i had ndp training tday...

until 5++

and there was this goddamm big bruise on the sole of my foot..but i had to do my drills properly cuz i was right marker

tht last note makes me smile..

then i realise i'm really tired to even do tht..

last night i read a fanfiction online....it was about voldemort when he was young..

it starts with tom riddle portrayed as this really scary eveil heartless THINGY which just has interet in the narrator cuz she finds out she can see into ppl's minds

then the story evolves such that tom falls in love with the narrator

AHHHHH

i just might have fallen in love with the cold handsome HOT tom riddle..

i so do like cold fires:)

Well this complicates things....

2009-07-24T04:16:00.002-07:00

So what the hell's wrong with blogger man?
like really weird eh....

ok i'l post this to check if it's really screwed..

Well this complicates things....

2009-07-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

MY GAWD THIS THING IS DEADDDDDDDDD

2009-07-17T01:06:00.000-07:00

omg so much to update!!!!!!

1. mye

ok it basically sucked lah.

i got b for all my sciences, so i basically got 14 POINTS

GOSHSHHHHHH

but ppl tell me they have don much worse.

even bennett(I KNOW,I TTOO THOT THT RI=BRAINIACHE)(is tht how it's spelt?)

2. BRAIN ACHESS

the idiot (MAJOR IDIOT) roran (or rohan or wateva sheet) keeps coming on the days tht i go for german. man.

idiotic...last tues was like the worst day of my LIFEEE

titration started it off. took so damn long to finish and chem was last period. pls dun make me elaborate T.T

then i ran to find sir chai. hu then asked for a photostat of my student pass

all this while kaushie was hurrying me to com cuz natalie's dad was supposed to give us a lift and he needed to rush

so i told them to go off w/o me

BIG MISTAKE

so i walk in the sweltering sun to bus stop (freaking sun)

and i see kashmiira :)

i get on the bus and i realise my ez-link was KO

ARGH

lucky i had cash lah

so go to mrt station and realised i dint have enough $$ for a goddam standard ticket

!!

but kashmiira was so nice and lent me money

$1.80

just to get to bishan from toa payoh

X(

then i walked and walked and walked

and got a cramp in my ankle (is tht even possible?!)

and went into class

guess wat

first thing i hear is rachel saying : "you're sweating"

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

almost died man

going back home also SAME THING LEHHHHHH

i had to borrow from bennett

HOW EMBARASSING IS THATTTTT.

yah anw BAD DAY.

but most of it was oke.

:))

besides the above mentioned tht is.

harhar.

i dunnoe why i went also lah

the ego maniac(yes you bennett) asked if it was because i wanted to watch his presentation

lol.

i dunnoe, i was just fed up with the success skills training thingy.

but the worst thing about the day:

THE RORAN BEING MY BRO JOKE

ArgHH.

and the best thing: besides wateva..i got a new phone!

3. PHONE

finally, i got a PHONEEEEEE

AHHHHH

and it's damn nice can:)

TODAYY

wth man suddenly my walkman sound system screwed up!!!!

as in the phone!

so heart PAINNNN

i was so sad

called sony ericcson and the guy helped me

NOW IT"S FIXEDDDDD

SO HAPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

anw, now i'm waiting for ppl to come online so i can get their no.s

loll

so YOU if i noe you and/or you noe si min's no. you betta sign into msn and give me her no. and yours if you want.XD

p.s. i can't wait for half-blood prince...can only watch next week:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

pps: i almost got caught

Ppppps: I LOVE HARRY POTTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

hapy happy go to mrt station with kashmiira and then realised i needed to buy a ticket.

2009-07-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

wow man this is so long after my last post.

harhar

we got back our MYE papers

i damn sad lah..

wanted to get A1 for everything :/

A Maths: A2
EMaths :A2
Tamil:A2(wow!)
SS/Geog: A2

and the it gets worse...tentententen

Bio: B3
Physics: B4 (OMGGGGG)
Chemistry: B3
EL: B4 (WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)

wth.

suddenly my humans very good
then sciences all bad

wth lah

total opp. of CA

dammit

lucky never fail..

and lucky %age of marks from MYE included for overall is only 20%

i'm slogging at my german book report now.

ugh.

yeah so.

i'm doing HP1.

haha it's so cute(:

malfoy is lame and harry is hero and hermione is nerd and ron is "BLOODY HELL"

hahahahaha

anyways.

the idiot isnt coming tmw.

yes.

i shud never talk about him here

if he sees this

it wud be outrageous.

so harhar i have to go tmw for german alone.

and only person i noe there is samara.

gosh lah.

even bennett not there eh.

gawd.

nxt wk tues got presentation

i shall go(:

okok i gtg and do the report now. and get ready a presentation speech. and memorise it. and say it. in GERMAN.

gosh

T.T

my life sux.

and nobody's online.

what never came will never go.

2009-06-15T22:03:00.001-07:00

yes, finally i'm back here.

wow tht last post was lame.

so we need some updates!

8th of JUNE WAS MY B'DAY!

and i had to freaking spend 3/4 of my day at LMSC

tht sucked.

i mean which poor soul needs to get up at 5am, and spent the rest of the day sweating away in full-u

ON HER BIRTHDAY?!!

sheesh.

saw alot of ppl tho,

even some pri. sch buddies

who didnt even say hi

*hinthint

haha

si min made me wait damn long outside the sch gate

cuz she wanted us to discuss for grp 2 outing.

idiot (HAHA)

i felt like strangling her man

theng wei even felt like rolling on the floor again

(i'm wondering, maybe he was piglet in his last life or something?haha)

in the end i realised why she made us wait.

ahem.

and why she wants the outing.

AHEM.

how faithful eh?

T.T

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then the next day was LMSC (again!!!ARGH)

but it's also the last course EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

yay!

2009-06-01T08:27:00.000-07:00

lot's changed. :)

so i'm being sappy...looking at photos...doing quizzes...knowing myself...haha

so here's this really long quiz..

01. Who was your last text from?ok here's the thing..i dun have a phone...but i'll get one soon
02. Where was your default picture taken?outside 2N
03. Your relationship status?SINGLE
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?yes. thrice.*i noe. sad life
05. What is your current mood?sappy...but i am attaining normality
06. How many siblings do you have?2
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?Thivyalakshmi(like me!)Mangayarkarasi
08. Where do you wish you were right now?somewhere where i'll have fun..
09. Have a crazy side?i believe i am normally crazy...occasionally weird
10. Ever had a near death experience?yup.2.
11. Something you do a lot?play the piano <3
12. Angry at anyone/thing?not now.
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?Charlie's Angels. and myself.
14. When was the last time you cried?i dunnoe. long time.
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?huh.:)
16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?very weird dreams..like the one ytd...where i got married..hmm
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?my grandma!o wait it was yin shuen..
18. What is your favorite song?Love Story...but i like ALL STARS too:))
19. What are you doing right now?looking at ppl's photos
20. Who do you trust right now?myself, my family, some of my friends.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing now?GERMAN DAY 2009...haha
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?no.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?Bennett.and Hui Sian.
24. Describe your life in one word?fateful
25. Who are you thinking of right now?the yellow fruit
26. What should you be doing right now?sleeping
27. What are you listening to?the sound of the air con.
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?Leah
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?my mum. duh
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?sometimes. i wish i didnt.
31. What is your natural hair color?black
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?vanessa
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?my sis
34. What do you hear?as i said..the air con.
35. Is your hair curly or straight?wavy
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?no..thank heavensXD
37. Do you have a best friend?no. i have really good friends. and tht's what matters
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?yah.(he's my dad, so dun get any ideas)
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?yahh
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?yes..hehehe
41. Are you happy with life right now?soso
42. Are you currently jealous?yes.
43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?nada
44. What were you doing on friday night?sleeping?
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?no. just loads of dissapointment
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?i hope not. but i think i have.
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?sorta yes. but i am growing outta it.
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?FLU (no it's not H1N1 )
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?11:30pm...i was watching spiderman2 in tamil with my granny until 11pm...hehe
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?no.

haha...it's alot..

i'm going back to do somemore stuff then sleep

:)

exaaaAAAm

2009-05-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

5 tips from the all knowing vijaya on how to study for your exams. (chem and physics specifically):

1: bind your notes and spend 1/2 an hour colour coding the pages (ranging from red for OMG!I DUNNOE THIS! to lime green for OMG! I AM SO KILLING MY CHEM TEACHER FOR BEING SO FREAKING BORING)

2: redo ALL of your worksheets.

3: worship your physics lecture and classroom rewrites.

4: bang head on floor and ask for forgiveness before starting to mug your way thru

5. don't blog. goddamit. and don't think about guyz. any guyz. at ALL.

but the 5th rule didn't work out for me.

argh.

oh. and dont forget

TO MUG, YOU FIRST NEED A REALLY BIG MUG OF COFFEE. I USUALLY USE 2-3 SPOONS OF NESCAFE GOLD....BUT U BEING A NORMAL HUMAN, SHUD USE JUST 1. WITH 2 SPOONS OF SUGAR AND A SMALL PACKET OF MILK. DUN EVEN TRY BLACK COFFEE IF YOU'RE NOT AS ADDICTED AS I AM.

but hey. if u go for your exams with a big balackoo on your head and really red baggy excuses for eyes, dun blame me.

"CUZ THT'S WHAT I'M DOING."

cheers.

hey. i'm baack!:)

2009-05-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

u noe what ?

this blogger is so freaking crapped up

i made a freaking LONGG post juz now

and then it all disappeared.

FORGET IT

basically:

1.kudos to pasta boy
2. ATC is over
3. i'm super wonderful
4. blogger pics uploader is SCREWED
5. i got no freaking else to say

humph

his perfect smile.

2009-05-20T02:02:00.001-07:00

it started again. all over again. this is totally unfair.

gosh, i've been really mean and acting like(actually..i WAS) a really selfish jealous bootch.

all cuz of those cursed charlie's angels.

screw them man.

and now i have 7 more lessons, juz 7 more, to get amongst them.

to make it like before.

now i feel like a side dish

but i'm gonna strike back.

take what's mine.

if i be myself, it will come back.

i really feel like slapping myself for avoiding the yellow fruit.

really.

sorry ok?

now all tht time's gone, and it wun come back.

D:

humph, but preethi and darsh and rachel were so nice...pushing me even tho..

u noe.

so thx guyz! for all your support!

i feel better.

maybe if i be myself.

(tho tht's kinda hard right?me being all jittery over ..)

argh man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one more choice.

go, or study for MYE.

be happy, or study.

like this time.

talk to.. or study.

it's probably damn obvious to the fruit.

DAMN OBVIOUS

but he's nice enuf to ignore him.

:)

oh man, cannot take it. if i dun go and study my chem now, i'll die.

close to finishing 4 chapters!!!:DDD

i cant freaking concentrate...

now that i have vented all these feelings....let's see what's on my list of to-do things.

1. FINISH REVISIION
2. SLEEP IN TMW cuz i got MC for crosscountry!!!:))))))
3. go for ATC!!
4. start MUGGING AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE ON MONDAY!!
5. go (or not go?) for GERMAN--we're gonna watch movie and then go library!!:I AM CHOPING HARRYPOTTER FOR BOOK REVIEW, SO DONT YOU DARE USE IT!!!!!!!!!no pressure :)
6.apologise to !!
7. do my MYE!!
8. SAVE UP FOR BIRTHDAY FUND!

and the most important of all is to...

remember that

the best feeling's when you can be a million miles away and still picture his perfect smile.

yes. yellow fruits look nice(very) when they smile.

*the author assures the readers that you dun need to understand the above written. cheers.

2009-04-18T20:35:00.000-07:00

woAH

it's like all OVER

so fast...

gold flag like totally ROCKS man...

omg so sad...

lost my voice in last march wif them

i wanted to ;)

and i linked to LEAH'S blog!!

gonna miss you man!!

suddenly, i miss all of it

everybody there.

a true friend is a stranger you can march in correct timing with

hahah

and the SI in gold flag REINFORCEMENTS is so COOL man !!!he can BEATBOX which so FREAKING COOL!!!!!!!!!!

and he's so nice to all of us!!

:D

and leah, i u read this,

U BETTA POST ALL THE PICS YOU TOOK MAN!!!

no pressure!!(hehehehe)

AHHHH!!!! I MISS GOLD FLAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and thanks leah for commending my posture and ahem, my ahem, volume(HAHAHA)

and the qwnstown girl in front of me

you so funny, always cover your ears when it's my turn in roll call

it felt so good to shout my lungs out, but not feel weird about it

i really miss npap now!!

<333

2009-03-28T21:29:00.000-07:00

hey!! news update people!!!!!!!!!

ytd was EARTH HOUR and my whole family went out for a picnic at 8pm so tht we cud turn offf the lights!!!!!!!

so fun!!

we went to ECP and watched the ships and stuff

ad gawd there were SO MANYYYYYY stars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

so gorgeous!!!!

had a blast of aa time man!!

and my dad taught me how to count how long it took before another airplane tok off from the airport!

it was like 35 seconds ONLY

gosh!!!

and the part of ECP tht we went to was damn ulu

lol!

anyways we had dinner/picnic there and then drove to shenton bridge to count before the lights went on again,,,

so fun!!!!!

haha

o!!!1111

on TUES i'm ging to go and get my no.1 U!!!!!!!!!!!

i am s freaking HAPPY AND EXCITEDDDD

i am definitely taking a pic of me in it and posting it here man!!!!!!!

ah!!!!!!!! so happeeeeeeeee

2009-03-25T07:02:00.000-07:00

stuuupeeeeeeeeeeeeeed windows live messenger

i couldn't sign in at ALLLLLL

now i'm using the freaking webmessenger

:(((

anyways today i had NPAP

humphh so TIRED

i feel like FriedMann

the guy who came up with the core periphery model

:(IIII

and the bus ride back to St. Gabriel's from HTA felt so freaking long

and i shall not talk about what happened on the bus

since i need to MYOB...*rolls eyes...and then bursts out laughing

bee hooon, u really shud not act tao...it's so irriating XD

jk!

anyways, was so tired (did i mention that?!)

and the flagbearer's flag holder was extremely loose...and kept coming off

which reminds me tht bennett wanted me to take a picture of someone wearing it

i told him "i dun have a fonee"

but the i was actually thinking "u want me to take a freaking picture with someone's down under highligted?!!"

HAHAHA

and on tues, preethi kept trying to make me tell her stuff
and i have STILL succeded in avoiding the questions!!

the day b4 OAC was german

and banana had come

and so we went home on the same bus

and preethi found tht very interesting

uhhhh

:))

anyways we talked alot lah, suddenly

but the best was on german day...we ponned the lecture and read his ADLER book....hahahah

o!

and tht day hilary (in class) or was it julia? pronounced "kochen" and "cocken"

which i FOUND FUNNEHHHH

but in the end we found out they were laughing about something else and not the sick thing i was laughing about

HAHAHAH

anyways, life's not tht fun anymore.......so my post is mainly boringggggggggggggg

and ANYWAY, i think banana is such a nice person....he helped me pay my bus fare on the bus cuz i cudn't find my wallet in my one thousand and one bags....

so nice write?

:))))))))))))))))))))))))

2009-03-03T22:40:00.000-08:00

...

wow

this blog is sooo

deAD

gosh

Sec 3 is so freaking stressful!!!!

and maths is giving me a splitting headache man!

and so is the person sitting next to me, but i shalll not be mean and say anyything about her...

AHHHH

vanessaaaa

estherrrr

all you ppl!

i am so sorry

but my house'sn OUTTA BOUUNDS FOR MARch hols

:(((

i HAVE to mug!!!

i dun care i'm gonna put in my best this time!!

only emaths and ss was returned to us and i'mm so dissapointed about the markz

they're 29 and 17 respectively

but irrespectively

they're not the best i can do!

D:

OAC is coming up and everything's gonna go away in a flash

and then we'll be taking over the unit and then ther'll be EOY and then PRELIM and then O's and the freaking fight to get into RJC

cuz i wanna get in there NO MATTER WHAT MAN.

argh

sorry guys, i have turned(finally) into a full-fledged geek

*sob

ytd was german day

if i had known i wudnt have gone

but i did

and ENJOYED MYSELF

haha...

and anusha was so freaking smart tht both of was finished all the games there

AHHH

i'm gonna go read fan fic now

and maybe read my german book once i go home

:)

2009-01-28T01:24:00.000-08:00

AH yes i'm finally BLOGGING

yaay.

i started reading again...FINALLY

first i read the audacity of hope by barack obama.

i have one thingy to say

I DUN GET AMERICAN POLITICS

in other words, i was bored dead.

and then i read (am reading) nineteen minutes by jodi picoult.

tday during bio, mrs gay said tht the body generates new cells btw 12pm to 1pm.

so it's literally beauty sleep.

i slept at 12 .3o pm last night

despite going to bed at 11.

so i finally found out why i got so many pimples.

argh.

eww.

why am i talking about pimples.

gross.

OKOK

i wanna tell u the interesting things.

my maths tuition teacher told me tht she watched RI's rugby match the other day (in other words QUITE long ago)

RI lost to the other team.

but their old boys won.

SO GUESS WHAT

they did the 123raffles cheer

hahahahaha

it goes like this: "1..2...3..RAFFLES!" times one gazillion times.

hahaha

and her son got into RI

i make fun of him to the best of my abilities.

but he's kinda like banana

but not as bad as the other guy i saw on CNY eve

as he was going out he pu on his"BLING" and stuff and there was this thingy on his hand

and mrs chan asked him what it was

him:errr
me: CAN OPENER!!
everybody: hehaehha

HAHAH

but really it looked like one.

the things kids do these days.

sheesh.

drill prac ended early today

YAAAY

so good!

today didnt even feel like a day!

we had four periods

ONLY

tmw onwARds during jogging there's APT

so i cant lead cheers for 3C

hahah.

serves them right

:)))

ok buh bye

2009-01-17T19:03:00.000-08:00

okok

i noe it's dead

and nothing funny's happened to me right now.

because i'm becoming (slowly but surely) a full fledged geek who hasn't touched the com in weeks

except for elearning.

humph.

ahh wells

there's of course the occasional rattle of me staying away from banana.

because that's the way to be, and it worked!

yay!!

good right?

well, besides me being chosen as flag bearer for NP Day Parade

nothing else has happened to yours truly.

sad

yeah i noe.

i'll try to update.

but no guarantees.

i'm not really feeling very funny now.

but ytd.

it was my lil sis's b'day.!

and we were coming back home after dinner when my sister suddenly told my older sis

"akka, why u never get married?"

and she said

"cuz u dun want to marry me what.."

and thivya said: "go get a man lah you."

OMG

AHHHHHHH

and before tht my older sis wanted to see my present for thivya and said"lemme see"

and thivya said "akka, i suhd lend you my "i want my dinner" book...so tht u can learn to say please."

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i just realised tht my sis has outwitted me in terms of jokes.

aHHHHHHHHHHH

she's only five

AHHHHHHHHHHHh

HAHAHA

well.

see i didnt say anything about banana

good right?

yes.

yay.

or not.

or wateva.

i'm not making any sense am i?

*plugs head into the toilet bowl and clicks publish post

2008-12-10T18:29:00.000-08:00

recently, like i mentioned b4, i've taken to decomposing due to my reluctance to do work (especially homework) XD

so, i started playing snakes and ladders wif thivya

she's 4 yrs.

but likes to CHEAT alot. ;)

so, last night i told her "ok, i'll play with you only if u play fair and square"

her whole face changed.

"i tell amma ah..."

"tell her what?" (me)

"i tell her you want to play fair and square, don't want to play snakes and ladders"

"..." (me)

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" (me)

"OMYGAWD HAHAHAHAH" (also me)

might i remind you she's ONLY FOUR!!!!!!

AHAHAHAHAH

so funny.

u shuda seen the look on her face, all serious and stuff.

XDDD

and tday, she wanted to label all the rooms in the new house, like kitchen and bedroom, etc.

the most difficult was study room, and naturally, i had to spell it out for her..

i was washing the dishes, and so didn't go and see what the labels looked like.

later when i went to get my maths tuition work to do i saw it...

"oOm
sT udY R"

ROFL!!!

she was using post-its, and ran outta space at the "oom" part...so she wrote it at the top.

HAHAHAH

she's is so darn funny!!!

the tv's not connected yet, but i think thivya is more than entertaining enough...

HAHAHAHA

O!!

that day when we moved house, we had housewarming prayers, so i wore my punjabi suit and my mum took out thivya's and my chains

mine was seriously old, but i still love it see :))

my pendant has a V

and thivya's has a T

then i realised what tht spelled

T...V... TV!! as in television!!!!

hahahahahah

i think i told my mom that like five times, but she stopped smiling after the tenth time

i wonder why...

last night i had this weirdo dream

even weirder than the one about the guy who walks thru walls

u noe wayne from kimpossible?

i dreamt i was in his room...the computer room

and i dunnoe who was teaching me how to set up glow sticks or something

waitwait, it gets weirder

suddenly this bell rings and then i see (i think) amirul in the room and for some reason he gave me those AV wires, all curled up and tied..

and he tells me to put them on the shelf

i come out and realise i'm in the MOELC (gawd there's something wrong wif me!!)

so i tell amirul "ok i'll see you later in class" (i guess the bell was for the lessons)

and then i walk straight into banana.

who seemed to be very angry.

i have never i repeat NEVER imagined him angry.

NEVER

but in the dream, it was SO REAL.

like all brows furrowed and black eyes flashing.

AHHH!! *runs around in circles

and he was just staring at me.

AHHH!!

and guess what he was doing.

he was buying instant noodles (i guess at this point i was getting hungry..the best explanation i've got )

and i said "...."

actually i didn't say anything

cuz the alarm clock rang at that precise moment.

and just woudn't shut the hell up.

so end of story.

remember what i said about the heart thingy

that it was baddybaddy bad?

this dream was worse. it was like a nightmare.

AHHHH *bangs into wall and clicks publish post

HI

2008-12-09T06:01:00.000-08:00

okok, i'm finallly posting again...

I'm practically decomposing from the holidays...ARGH

i shall start hw tmw.

yesyes i hear you.

i MUST have alr finished it.

but i didn't, so i'll do it tmw.

:)

this week was very action packed

monday:

WE MOVED!!!

to Sunglade condo, which is like next to my grandma's house

so anytime i wanna escape i can just run down there

LITERALLY.

and man there's a GYM!!

and like nobody goes there, so i shall ask vanessa to come over and go swimming and gymming with me

YAAAYYYY

and i saw banana at the NTUC near serangoon central (where i moved, may i add)

hahaha...

the funniest thing was, i was so shocked, i thought i was hallucinating and kept checking to see if it was him.

haha.a

i was walking behind him and he didn't even notice.

which was a good thing.

which brings me to the point.

i can take 135 next year to go back home after german...

i wunder if we'll be in the same class. (hopefully, to some extent)

or have the same teacher. (hopefully not, to some extent)

hmm.

the funniest thing about my encounter with banana was that if you looked at my pulse rate, it was going faster than it would if i was running 2.4km

wth man.

hopefully i don't still have a crush on banana. which is kind of a bad thing.

i think.

and i haven't even blogged about coals yet, so i shall put my reflections here yeah.

When I first gathered for the coals briefing, I was under the impression that this was some sort of recruitment mission. Yes ma'am. There's only 5 of us NPCC cadets going in. We're representing the whole unit. I was there to impress. And do my seniors proud. That's why I was there. That's why I missed Advanced Party for my last Annual Camp and 3 or 4 parades and drill practices and German lessons and free time and all that. That's why I had to be there. Or so I thought.
So when they asked for group motivators, I bit back my lip when all those who stood up were from NCC. No. I couldn't let that happen. Looking back at it now, I wonder if I should be telling you this. But this is reflections, and reflections it shall be. So when the instructors called again for motivators. I stood up quickly. I didn't even know the people who were sitting behind me. I knew Wan Ping and Aliah, and I'd seen Jin Rong (it's kind of hard to miss someone whose face is plastered outside the General Office). But these people were not people that I knew and could trust. They seemed to be competition. And so I stood up.
It seemed apt that the theme was Mission I'm Possible. It had been a mission. I realise now that I hadn't really been paying attention to the second part. It was a mission. And getting through it was important. Very important. Extremely important. Imagine all these thoughts running through my head at the same time, and perhaps you'll understand why I volunteered. I feel ashamed now, and guilty.
When we were discussing the meals for the first BTC, I wondered why the instructors joined the circle. They didn’t do this in NPCC. Why did they want to know? When the instructors asked us how many people we were preparing lunch for, I was quick to say 12. They repeated the questions, leaving me kind of confused. Then this girl from basketball turns to me and whispers to me “16…say 16.” It was then hat I kind of understood. ‘So we had to include them in everything? This could turn out to be interesting,’ I thought to myself.
Time flew, yes I hate that phrase too, and soon it was the first BTC. But I was going to miss it for German. First Aid and Knots. No problem for me, or so I thought. So I helped this nest of birds get all their things, reminding them this and that and wishing them luck and left for german class feeling very much like a flustered mother hen.
The next BTC was more eventful. Now the nest of birds had names. Names that I could remember. We crowded around the table outside my class, labeling, preparing, all that. We even practiced knots. It was then I realized that these people weren’t fighting for the limelight. There wasn’t even a limelight. No. We were there to learn as much as we could from each other. So that’s why the groups had people from different CCAs. All these people had gifts that I could learn from. Rebecca was kind and gentle, always ready to help. Zhen Yi never failed to cheer us on. Wan Ping, Archana and Kashmiira lent help in the practical uses of the skills that they learnt in their CCAs and gave especially inspirational talks. Jin Rong and Meredith could plan our tactics. Christina reminded us to keep asking questions. Mardiana and Aliah always told Falcon where it went wrong and were not afraid to be blunt. The only things I could contribute was my ability to think calmly and make Falcon feel hyper. So, if that ‘s how I could help, I’ll teach them when I had to and tell them to persevere. That’s what my CCA was about and what I had to teach Falcon. In my mind, we were this big flying carpet. The tighter and closer the threads were weaved, the higher we could soar. And the instructors helped us weave. They gave us the needles, taught us the pattern and how to untangle the knots.
I had to shed the competitive mask and start pulling my weight. Once I’d “seen the light” I could see more clearly. I started to notice how we could sit down and laugh together at no apparent reason, but still get the balls rolling. I’ve never had a team like this. This was the start of my COALs journey. Not the moment we met, but the moment of realisation.
Our first tangle came not too far from the start. After the toilet incident and all of that, I was angry. Why were these people not wanting to put their special talents to use? Why were we so hesitant to help? Why comb your hair and check your reflection while the rest hadn’t even bathed yet? When we planned BTC, it seemed to be fool-proof, but the actual thing was far from that. I left the frustration for later. And when later did come under the void deck, I blew it. “We’re not from the Uniform Groups,” they told us. I remember telling them that the things we learn in U.G. are actually things everyone should know. We just learnt it the hard way. That thing they said was an excuse, not a reason. I was truly surprised when I said that. And the rest of Falcon seemed to agree. I finally got why I was in NPCC. I wasn’t just telling Falcon. I was telling myself.
I was so surprised, I didn’t even cry when they did. But I felt as bad as every one of Falcon. The worst part was that our instructors forgave us. So readily and openly, even after all the embarrassment and pain. In more ways than I realised, I started to admire their open hearts and faith in us. I wanted so badly to be like them. Strong and hard and soft, all at the same time. I would be strong for Falcon, I vowed. If not for myself, at least for Falcon and our four instructors.
It didn’t help that we disappointed them yet again, that day at the Kolam Ayer CC. I’d felt this before. The want to please someone, yet knowing how to. Then realising that you hadn’t really tried. That there was more to it. That everytime you said “never mind” or “what the heck”, you’re bound for trouble. You want to take it back, but it’s too late. “That’s it. That’s the end,” I thought. “They’re gonna hate us now.” Apologizing and crying and doing the Falcon woosh thingy still wasn’t enough. I still couldn’t cry. Even then. I was too busy kicking myself in the head. Stupid, stupid Vijaya.
Somehow, I remember shouting with Falcon “ We love you instructors!” And somehow, remember them echoing us. These people amazed me. I couldn’t let them down. Falcon couldn’t. Once all of us realized that, we knew. We knew that this faith, this hope tht they had in us was worth too much to throw away.
To me, BTC was more about emotional endurance than physical endurance. It tested every cubic inch of my emotional capacity and left me thinking a whole new way. It was suddenly a part of me. Falcon was like my second family. And Flight Falcon 0815 had another stopover at Labrador Campsite.
The COALs camp was all about conquering my fears, as Instructor Kathleen told me so pointedly. To be truthful, my fear wasn’t of heights. It was the fear of putting faith in myself. Of taking the first leap and first step. Of embarrassing myself. Of failing. When I fell down at the first low elements station, I wasn’t blaming anyone. I was way too busy bothering about how the others could do it, but I couldn’t. Up till then, I’d believed that I just wasn’t good at these stuff, no questions asked. Up there above the rest, hanging from the tyre, I felt like a failure. A big fat failure. But Falcon…. falcon still had hope in me! How could they? “You’re strong Vijaya! I know that you are!” they were shouting at me. This bond we had was more than anything I’d ever experienced.
And that’s why I cried at the campfire. The thought that I might never see these people who had so much faith and trust in me ever again rocked me to the core. I never cry. Never. The last time I cried was like months and months ago. But I cried because I needed Falcon more than I’d ever thought possible and more than they probably know. The whole of Falcon, not just my fellow campers, is something I never want to lose. They’ve changed me so much. I didn’t realise it at first. I didn’t even realise it on the third day. All these finally struck me on Wednesday night, and so this very long 1000++ words essay.
Usually, I start my reflections with my favourite saying. This time I shall end with it. “This is not the end. This is not even the beginning of the end. But it is perhaps, the end of the beginning.” When Sir Winston Churchill spoke these words to his men, it was to cheer them on to the end of WW2. I mention this to whoever’s reading this reflections to thank my instructors and fellow Falcons for beginning this battle against my own reluctance to change and finally making my mission possible. Once a Falcon knight, always a Falcon knight.

and tht's it.

i still can't understand the heart thing.

tht's badddybaddyyybad.

OMGGGGGGGGGAWWWDDDD

2008-11-12T03:42:00.000-08:00

YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY

I GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY

man, i've never been this happy man!!!!!!!!!!!

yesyesyesssssss!!

to think i neva believed in myself !!!!

i love this feeling!!

TRIP SCIENCE AND SSGEOG,

HERE I COMEEEEEE

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
<333333333333333333333333333333333333
BANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA

wait what?

...

NOMOREBANNANANANANANANANANANANANANAANANANANAAAAAAAAAAAA

hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

okee i noe i'm weird i shall stop now.

YEEEEEEEEESSS

yeah.

like now.

i mean it.

this time, i'll stop.

banana.

dang.

p.s. the author assures readers that they do not have to understand the above written.

2008-11-06T19:28:00.000-08:00

ah

finally another post

oh man,

sunday's belated deepavali lunch at my house!!

and vanessa's comin' and esther too i think

it's around 12pm - 2pm up to you come when u want.

i'll pick yall at Serangoon MRT give me a ring once you are on the train

yayyy

okee

u noe what happened today?

i woke up @ like 9am shouting left right left right

"no don't stopp!! don't wait we have to go!!"

and then

"huh? oh."

i woke up.

it was nice

i was in this massive race and my grpmates went to have lunch half way

and stuff

haha

and i saw banana in the huge field outside my house

as in in my dream.

hahaha

going on sunday to a dinner wif my grandma to the CC.

wonder if the person who lives "there" *points vaguely to the east

is coming.

lol..

we'll keep our fingers crossed yeah?

hahh

__________

oh yeah.

guess what i had for breakfast?

sandwhich,

with what i thought was wholemeal sauce.

tht was actually

CONDENSED MILK

ugh.

man.

i'm weird

with a capital B.

hisss

2008-10-27T04:33:00.000-07:00

er

tht's supossed to be like haaiiis

and it became hiss

sheesh.

yeah man!!!

today is deepavali!!!!

happy deepavali to one and all!! :)))))))))))))))))))

oh.

this is gonna be a short post

coz i wanna go and read fanfics

u noe when i saw mr. hotty?

i didnt think about banana.

not ONE bit.

hahahahhahha

YIPEEE

which means,

i am so over him.

good!!!

it was annoying thinking about banana every day

anyways, he's a great guy, i mean, friend.

i have two words.

i need a guy like mr. hotty

oops.

tht was 1...2...3...4..5...6...7...8 words.

o.

and i found out who ben tan is.

it's the ____ who sits too close to people of the same gender.

ugh.

not again....i feel your pain...

2008-10-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

Lol, dun ask me why I put tht as a title

It juz rhymes

I was reading through ppl’s blogs

And I realized tht I have absolutely no pictures here!

Haha

I’ll post some later

And I thot of what I want to get ppl for their b’days nxt year

But I aint gonna tell u now

I think RI exams haven’t finished yet

Maybe

Or maybe It has

Poor chaps

I mean, people of the opposite sex

(u noe, the b word..)

tht sounds sappy

we can only noe our classes on 22nd December for german

and our subject com.s are out 12 nov. I think.

Imagine receiving an email tht tells you what subject com. U get.

Ugh. *shivers.

So.

Back to the subject of people from the opposite sex.

I saw some guy on the bus today

After following my grandmum to little India today

Which means:

I pulled my grandma through winding streets filled with people who do not noe the meaning of jaywalking and a pedestrian crossing and walked till my legs wanted to drop cuz my grandma wanted to buy a sari and dint like any of the ones i picked out and started going mental and stuff about buying sweets and stuff and tried to make me eat loads of sweets which I DID NOT and then bought boori and then finally decided to take 23 and then 133 and then…

A guy stood next to me.

Oh man.

He was erm.

Erm. *blushes though you cant see the pink thingy

Nvm.

And then!

Some old lady bumped into another old lady and then they started to curse each other in Chinese like “sang ching ping”(I think tht’s how it’s spelt..) and “siam lah”

So I just grinned.

As in, I grinned coz they seemed so childish

And mr. hotty looked at me and smiled.

Man.

And he started grinning.

Cute.

Man.

Why cant I be a few years older?

And the best part was

I was as tall as him.

I have one lil thingy to say.

“byebye banana!”

(man, I’m eveeel)

so tht's what this post is about.

mr. hotty.

and the possibility of me ever seeing him again is

according to my calculations:

1 in 4.7 million.

dang.

2008-10-26T05:29:00.000-07:00

hello 65th post!!!

hi!!

hi!

so,

i came up with a few new year resolutions yeah.

yes, i noe, new year's not here yet

but even this is is part of the resolutions.

#1: forget about daniel radcliffe

#2: start remembering everybody's birthdays

#3: never EVER lose my thumbdrive again and find it exactly where i left it. i mean DON'T LOSE IT AT ALL.

#4: think EARLY

#5: buy a folder for next year.(i am SO not going to use the yellow one, it has too many unpleasant memories...i.e. getting stuck in the bus between the handrail and the blasted bus door. ugh. no FENG SHUI.

#6: try 2 be nice, at least civil to my older sis.

#7: be a better sister to my lil sis.

#8: become abit more religious, you noe, remember that deepavali is on the 27th and sarasvathy poojai is on...urm..some day?

#9:try and become vegetarian again. REALLY TRY HARD.

#10: be nicer to guys. stop treating them like shit. except those who deserve it.

#11: control TEMPER.

#12: never cry

#13:be a nicer npcc cadet (and a better one)

#14: lose weight!!! yes i am so gonna do tht, i can't stand being erm, bigger(?) than banana.

#15: and be more confident of myself.

YAY

i can't believe i have so many resolutions.

so, i'll start with no. 2 first.

PPL I NEED YOUR HELP

if u tag, remeber to put your birthday date, so tht i can jot down! so far i have..

me!!(duh) 8th June

vanessa!! 18 April

Rachel C. 8th June...yes we have the same b'day !!haha COOL.

bennett! 7 August

lil sis (thivya) ! 17 Jan

older one: 13 Sept.

i wun tell u my mum's and dad's ones..doesnt matter i always remember theirs

so

WHAT's YOUR B'DAY DATE?

LEAVE A TAG WITH IT EH?

yay .

i'm still waiting for azri's fotos to change my profile pic in facebook

saw my profile u noe in the little box on other ppl's walls under friends

i saw my name spilling over

yeah imagine your name was

VIJAYALAKSHMI RAJAKRISHNAN

and u noe why i hate roll call or attendance marking on the first day of school?

cuz my name becomes

VEEJEEYAAALAKSHHHMEEE LAJAKIRISHHHNAAAN

yeah.

so from now one i'm

veejeeyaaalak...

HERE!!*waves hand frantically

BUT U can call me

vijaya.

seriously

XDD

Hi you again.

2008-10-25T07:58:00.001-07:00

wow.

cant believe i'm blogging again..

lol

i truly like this skin man...

it's so

CLASSY

anyways, straight to the more important news.

guess what i found today....

i was contemplating posting the picture here

so yeah i shall.

everybody, say hello to bennett. haha.

HAHAHA

i can see vanessa jumping up and down already

*smirks

lol.

let's all hope he never finds my blog

HAHAHA.

i noe i shudnt be excited. HAHAHAHA.

o and did i mention?

german was my highest scoring subject this year.

shit.crappy, freaking shit.

T.T

again.not again.no more dreams, please.

2008-10-25T00:33:00.000-07:00

lol.

what a lame post title.

tho, i'll feel betta if i didn't dream of banana again.

lol.

well, i'm up to my ankles(or was it knees?) in work

got a proposal to do

for outdoor cooking in COALS

we're gonna do...MUAHAHA i won't tell you. YET.

yah.

thursday was goddam lame and boring.

as in german, i mean.

the class was crying and stuff...

so sad

but i dint cry.

why?

dumdum me.

can't cry attall.

the other day, the whole of falcon was crying, and i was juz standing there, embarrassed and my eyes felt very dry, thank you very much.

haha.

please note the sarcasm in that.

gosh.

mis high and mighty's avoiding me, i think.

lame ass.

but i feel weird being so mean to her.

i mean, i'm not mean to her

but i'm cold to her.

i don't expect you to understand the last sentence, comment wateva.

so.

yeah, i'm kinda bored.

have no bloody books to read

finished RECRUIT tday(did i mention it's AWESOME)

and then resorted to reading fanfics.

on harry potter of course.

actually, they were about the marauders.

hah..

well, some were just outright boring and lame,

but some were NICE.

if u get my meaning.

u noe, NIICCE.

ah nvm.

lol.

i woke up today, thinking, "yay!!i didn't think of banana at all today!!acomplishment!!"

then i remembered what the dream was about.

lol.

i shall not say what happened here.

let's just say,

a dream about james and lily from one of the fanfics

suddenly turned into about me and ...well u noe.

humph.

gosh i'm weird.

ah wells.

i'm planning to seriously buff up this hols.

starting to have calve muscles.

like FINALLY.

even qinyuan admitted they looked like muscles.

yay!

i'm gonna grow man!!

ok, so i'm gonna ask my dad to follow me for a run afterwards, then i'll do yoga. and dont laugh at the latter. i get pissed when people do tht.it's a religious thing by the way.

haha.

so, yeah.

i hope i'm still in the same class for german next year man.

i cant stand having to memorise my new sec 3 classmates names AND new german classmates' names.

joking...but tht's one of the reasons.

o.

and they're having one lesson a week with 3hrs 15 min.

argh.

hope.hope.hope.

at least i'll have a day free

and i'll stop missing parade for german.

can't believe we'll be taking over the unit next year.

WOW.

when i was in sec 1 , i was thinking, "wow. tht's a long way to go"

but now.

it seems so short.

we got back our results.

i did well. sorta.

if you call 6 As and 4Bs gd, then baby, i love you.

really.

my mum was sad i didn't do better.

but she was pleased i got A1 for maths and A2 for science.

at least it means i have CHANCE of getting into trip. science.

YAY.

if i don't get in, i dunnoe, i'll go jump off a building or something.

or juz curl up and die.

woah.

tht sounds...

weirdly mental.

but it's true. sorta.

haven't gotten the compulsory subjects txtbooks yet...

sadly.

i noe you're expecting me to blog about what's goin' on with falcon.

but i'm not going to.

i'll just say, tht i cried coz of falcon on thurs. i didnt even cry for 2N.

humph.

i went to j8 with kaushie and sabrina and shihui and priyanka on thurs.

in the bus, i asked them "eh, can u imagine me ever crying?"

kaushie shook her head no.

i guess they think i seem too strong, too steady, too completed to cry.

how wrong u are.

2008-10-22T21:27:00.000-07:00

last day of school...

argh... very sad

my camera went cuckoo(sorry i like the word alot)

and i can't take photos

humph

wanted to take unglam pics of ppl in german class..

anyways,

super sabrina said she'll lend me the camera for after break (or before, i cant remember now)

and well here i am

maybe i'll take an unglam pic of amirul

and blackmail him

then i'll get $$$ to buy a new camera

jkjk!

lol

and i'm gonna ask him if he has a blog

maybe i'll link

haha

my blogskin went boncus ytd

and now it's ok again

lol

YAAAAY

yeah wells, i'm in the library blogging(tho there's this ultimately lame sign tht says "NO BLOGGING ALLOWED''

yes lame

haha

and maybe ask other people too

like preethi

IF she comes

hopefully.

i'm gonna log off now.

qinyuan wants to read my awsome blog post

;)))

2008-10-18T00:21:00.000-07:00

say hi to the 61st post....YAY

i have come to a resolution.

i do not like banana.

and this time, i really mean it.

i was in a muddle these past few days, haha might even had a crush on him

but i finally realised tht i don't.

though it was fun to think it was.

lol.

so yeah.

he's just a gr8 friend.

i'm wondering whether or not to miss BTC on tuesday for german.

maybe, maybe not.

anyways last one was kinda boring.

humph.

at least i'll go on thursday?

but tht's the last one and i wanted to ask banana to do CIP with me...

but tht's a stupid idea anyways.

i think.

maybe i'll just ask.

for fun.

and vanessa!! if you're reading this...

let's do the CIP in nov. yeah?

oct is superduper full

cuz of coals, mainly

i'll ask falcon what's the schedule on tuesday

so sad, cuz the whole day i spend the time preparing for BTC and dun get to play with vanessa

i feel guilty, somehow.

hmph.

i hope i'm not neglecting her or something.

but something tells me i am.

double hmph.

and anyways,

i haven't found a substitute for freaking yet.

no other word seems to fit.

oh.

and i took photos ytd for IT lessons with min and esther and vanessa and qinyuan

azri's goddit

hope she remembers to email them...

want to put them on facebook

after that and besides the class photo,

tht's the only pic i'll have of those guys

we had the streaming talk yesterday.

i wanna do triple science and ss/geog and german

and wth lah

u can use german for L1R5 but there's no bonus points.

WTH

what the freaking hell.

dun even noe whether i want to take german for o-levels

bennett said he's taking it to a-levels

not helping.

i'm gonna have a freaking headache. like now.

someday i'm gonna look back at 2008 and think

"whew! how on earth can someone feel so much in one year?!"

maybe i'll laugh at myself.

or maybe not.

i fell kinda down.

maybe tht's cos i didn't go for falcon outing today.

woah.

this is one long post.

i dun likelike banana. i dun likelike daniel. i dun likelike whoever.

what am i gonna do with myself?

sometimes, i feel like i'm losing it.

i feel like i'm someone else.

o.

and i can't believe i'm saying this

but i reeellllyyyy like rugby now.

touch rugby at least.

can u believe i played 3 matches without falling down?

i think i'm improving at least

(is tht a sign?)

and my grandma surprised me today.

she said my butt looks smaller today.

i noe i'm supposed to be happy.

but i ended up thinking "man, i have an interesting grandma. and an interesting family."

haha.

2008-10-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOOOOO

falcon outing today rocked man!!!!

best fun i've had in a LOOONG time...LOL!

yay!!!!

seriously man, i think i LOVE MY GROUP<3<3<3<3

we are so totally BONDED

there's no cliques or anything, we're one WHOLE clique...IT"S COOLLL

so high now!!

hahaha must say what happened in PP macs today!

cos i brought home clothes to change into, but didn't bring pants

and the convo went like this:

me: oh man, i don't have any pants
kashmiira: pads?!
rebecca:pads?you want pads?i have two...
vijaya: NO!!!P-A-N-T-S
rebecca:ohhh

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROFLLLL

and then aliah POUREDDD sauce on the empty frenchfries box and she was like "ooh it's bleeding!!"

lol!!

haha so fun!!!

weeeee

cant believe esther lah!!

she said i look hot in npcc uni...hahaha yeah right

in truth, i was feeling hot

like SWEATING !!!

goshgosh

tht's weird man....

wellwell

okee i'm gonna go now.... but remember

FALCONS don't just rock. FALCONS RUULE. brace yourselves.

WOOOOOOOO!!!!<33

2008-10-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

EVEEL TIME

ytd was enjoyable...

lol, the RCY cadets are damn funny!

wan ping's the best!

i laugh with them more than well u noe.

ah crap

dreading tuesday!

i noe i noe

i was looking forward to it, to some extent,

but it's when i'm gonna corner banana about what alicia

i still have a small hope tht she's lying

shit. pathetic shit.

can't believe she told him

or so chermaine said.

it's all crap. sick shitty pathetic crap.

or so i think

i hope not man

it's pathetic and lame.

gr8 now i'm gonna go.

2008-10-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

woah

i just realised my last post was on 9/11

humph

was watching a movie juz now

called 'another cinderella story'

stupid story actually,

lol

but selena gomez can DANCE

and the guy Joey Parker or something

is HOT

lol

can't believe i'm saying this

but i don't go crazy over daniel anymore

haha

there's something wrong with me

always seem to have crushes on guys who are modest and lame.

and smile nicely.

like the freakishly big *SMILE* tht i've come to noe

lol

saw SOMEONE's blog today

said she kissed someone this year

eww

wonder what tht's like

ugh.

not at THIS age, never.

SERIOUSLY

*shivers

haha thinking back

it's kinda stupid, no?

all this *heart pumping and *lovey dovey smiling

for some guy

most of them dont deserve it

which is why i gave my blog a new lease of life

should start thinking REALISTIC

seriously.

lol

let's update shall we?

ahh yes GERMAN EOY EXAM

saw the a**hole surya

stupid

he went to Victoria

and Raveen was in the same room as me...305

argh

the teacher was reading out the names...she said "vijayakumar raveen"

and amirul was snickering next to me..

ARGH i was too.

stupid lah he.

super ACTION mama. he's taller than me !!!!!ugh.

but the best part was when the teacher said "Vijayalakshimi Raja-----"

i quickly raised up my hand.

stupid.

always have to do that so tht they dont make a fool outta themselves.

and ME may i add.

ha.

after the exam, i was goddam freaking out.

chermaine was counselling me

telling me to calm down, divorce myself from german

lol

so there i was standing in the middle of the corridor saying "ok. breathe. divorce from german. breathe. calm down vijaya" and guess what

bennett comes and asks

"did you hear the listening compre?"

which was a stupid question actually.

i dunnoe, it just burst out. i was surprised how calm i sounded.

"oh don't worry bennett. i heard the listening. but understanding is a different thing'

gdness i cant believe i said tht without stammering

haha

wells

he just grins and goes off.

i didnt look

and why?

coz Chermaine picked tht moment to start giggling and slapped me.

so i SCREAMED

and he saw and apparently HEARD me saying

"Why you laughing? it wasn't funny! argh why do you always abuse me?!"

poor guy

i always seem to be in a worked up mood wif him

told amirul about chermaine's new mantra for me.

he stoned.

so i said"really puts life into perspective"

haha

he started laughing.

why am i so lame?

lol, i realise tht i talk to guys as if i'm a guy too.

all the LAME jokes

i bet the two of 'em just laugh coz they dont expect a girl to make lame jokes like tht.

yup.

so well tht was the most eventful...

LOL

and i'm FINISHING THE EXAMS

i don't think i shud have a crush on banana, tho. it just complicates stuff.

besides, he's a nice guy.

and apparently hot. (like what a certain someone told me)*hint*hint

2008-09-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

Shush chermaine,,,,just shush.!!

gosh lah

i realise that i'm really spineless when i'm with her during german...

ARGH

*chermaine, i hope u feel gd when u read this....it's NOT a hate post:))))

yes, as i was saying

5 easy steps to be chermaine:

Step 1: tell vijaya that her hairstyle looks like an aunty
Step 2: whack her on the arm (at the exact same spot) for two hours of lessons to ask her something
Step 3: offer vijaya little white plastic thingys to suck up the oil and tell her tht it'll be definitely oily
Step 4: laugh at vijaya's extremely lame and stupid jokes
Step 5: say that vijaya shud get together with banana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think the last one FREAKED me out

and the worst part is

ESTHER and PAPA told me things along the same line

and guess what sherillyn said

"yeah...u shud"

and what rachel said "obviously right? that one is from last year lah....got history"(!!!!!!!)

and what preethi said "hehehehehehehehehe"

and what banana said "..." (nothing actually, heng ah. the way chermaine was talking....can go and die. He's like sitting so near me with just the walkway in btw. ARGH) lucky he never hear

oh gosh but chermaine always makes german fun lah....

all the goddam lame jokes and stuff

and always asking me for answers

makes me feel happy

EXCEPT THE LAST PART ABOUT ME AND HIM

my reaction was ept, i think

literally, my mouth fell wide open, a walrus cud have gone inside

hemhem

.A
.H
.H
.H
.H
alas my parents would not like it as much (like duuuhhh rite?)

it'll be "GET OUT!!YOU AINT NO DAUGHTER OF MINE!!"

blablabla

"is this why i send you to sch?!"

yadayadayada

((((stupid worksheet.

why the hell did it have to have a question
where some idiot proposes in german?))))

basically they'll disown me.

yes.

i mean it.

anyways, who the hell wud likelike me?

<:/

2008-08-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

WTHHHH

i f***ing angry now

and no the reason aint stupid

warner bros pushed back the release of HBP hp file to next YEAR!!!!!

IN JUNE NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!1

IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN SEPTEMBER!!!!!!!

wth

and guess what they're stupid reason is?!

apparently its summer in UK and they think it'll be more fruitful if more people watch it and more people can cuz they have summer holidays

WTH

i feel like saying"yo DUDES! we have summer all year! what about us eh?"

it was supposed to be my after exams treat!

and i will definitely die from boredom lah

HUMPH

stupid warner bros

yeah what the heck, nobody cares

EXCEPT ME

think about it

11 MONTHS before i get to see dan's face on screen and hear his voice

MAN

and it's supposed to be the one ginny and harry get TOGETHER!!!!

ah shucks

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((<<<<<<<<

go to hell already

at long last

2008-08-28T01:53:00.000-07:00

why do all my posts start like this man?!

lol

i dont seem to be spending much time on it anyways....

finally i got a sorta nice daniel blogskin

like FINALLY

yay...

!!!!!

oh man !

i juz remembered!

i dun have ANY pictures of him on this blog

ARGH

kapoosh

ah wells too lazy to do anything anyways

EOY's coming up

it's so super fast!!!

oh yeah,

me and qin yuan finished our art project...

it wasnt pro like longyi and anu's one(their rox man..)

or VERY colourful...

but it was cute....

haha

i cant be bothered to change my blogskin again lah

SERIOUSLY

today mrs gay told us to write down two things that waste my time during SEL

and i realised

SEARCHING FOR BLOGSKINS WAS ONE OF THEM

humph

anyways, i found where xming got her blogskin

guess what the tag was for the skin...

cute, funny

like real lah...;00

haha just kidding

i'm aiming to finish all revision by wednesday nxt week

yay

i must be the only geek who wont be going to my pri sch tmw

i dun actually like it anymore

not after cedar

it's just one of those "shut up and do your work and get full marks or we'll killllll you" school

and it's damn FAMOUS

...........

yesterday's pt was FUN....and yesyes i'll admit it HUMILIATING Man

I WILL NOT TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED THANK YOU VERY MUCH

just tht i am damn lucky my slacks were still on and tht my shoes were brand new

hahaha didnt think of tht did you now?

yingzhen and eveline got abit crazy

i have NEVER had someone chase me to pull my pants OFF

SERIOUSLY MAN

not to mention my DESIGNER primary school shorts

still remember all the knwing grins

T.T

still it was the most fun i ever had in a long while :))))))

okok i wun post anything else lah

got to STUDY

halleluja(i realised tht tht's german....)

:::::) alien eyes oooooooo>

CPR ALERT!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-08T17:25:00.000-07:00

FIND THE RIBCAGE

FEEL THE END OF THE THINGY

AND.....

PUMP! PUMP! PUMP!!!!!!!

and voila i performed a first class revival of my BLOG

yayay!!!thank you thank you!!*bows

hmm lame start

yeah but well , what to say!!!

so sad, didnt even post on dan's b'day

or the end of tests

i have to chiong like crazy

the only test i noe i didn't screw up was lit

and perhaps english compre

oh man

EOY is coming up

i'm not supposed to be blogging....

humph

just a while

have to go squeeze lemons for my mom

reAL lemons

to make real lemon ricee

dun get the wrong idea

hehehe

hoopsDADOODA

2008-07-08T06:20:00.000-07:00

woah

am i a scary senior?

like seriously

all of ehem stare at me like i'm gonna bite off their heads any moment...actually just tht one girl

ahwells

i didn't blog in a LONG time

not even POP

which i feel guilty about

but the feelings have died off

sort of

no offense

to whoever

you noe who, i'm sure

ahh heck

ok there was ATC!!!

haha the guys are not all THT bad

not like the ma'ams described them

well yeah some were

but the ones in my grp were nice to me

i was the only one from CEDAR

not tht sad tho

lol

hahah tht's why i changed the name of my blog

LOL

ok i have 2 go now

i'm a study freak

tests in 2 weeks

:)

HOHOHO i have blogged in a LONG TIME

2008-06-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

and so, i shall CATCH UP!!!!

ok

so i went for a holiday at penang

not much really, i lazed at the beach and went to monkey island, saw a real stream (the water was COOLD!!!!!!shiok lah) and grew 2 shades darker...

and for those of yall wondering,

somewhere along the way,

i decided i DIDNT get dengue

but it was a CLOSE call

anyways

we came back on the day before my b'day...

so sad...nobody said hppy b'day on nike blog

nvm lah

and my father pretended to forget and then "remembered"

and for the first time in a LOOONG time my mum hugged me...

:)

i didn't so much as get a mumble from my older sis

but i dun care about her anyways

and my lil sis was the first to wish me hpy b'day

haha

YAY

and i forgot to call RACHEL c. to tell her happy b'day :(

*srysry

vanessa sang me a birthday song over the phone!!!LOL ROFL the zoo version tho....T.T

and the CAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT WAS SESAME STREET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

it was so CUTE

there was a tree and a train with bert in the front and everything!!!hahahahahaha

so funny

like indirectly telling me that i'm getting too OLD for all this stuff

LOL

and i didn't get a phone

:((((((((((

nvm

and then the DOOMSDAY!!!!!!!!

my mum tried to throw my harry potter bks yesterday!!!!

technically it was to be donated to the library

but whats the difference?

well then

so GUESS WHAT HAPPENED

i shouted, made a big hoohaa

and got make them books....

they are safe in the cupboard now....

and my mum keeps dropping hints now and then that it isn't a godd book "harry potter this..""harry potter that..." UGH

did u noe?!

i grew up with hp!

SERIOUSLY!!

when i was little, my mum used to read the books to me as bedtime stories until i learnt how to read....i didn't like them and they were scary and another whole lot of feelings i can't remember now

and then i was in primary school and i started reading it AGAIN

i was the only girl in my P3 class reading books the thickness of my palm

while they still read enid bliton and got addocted to princess fairytales and captain underpants

well that sums up!!

oh!!!!

when i was overseas we were driving somewhere and i was just looking at all the license plate no.s

there was one weird one

"PEE123..."

HAHAHA

wonder wht tht guy hu drives the car feels like?

hmm...

o gosh i looked at that awesomely CUTE picture of dan.........

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

owww my finger hurts from doing that

;)

wow...hehehehe

2008-05-31T01:12:00.000-07:00

it sure has been LONG since i last blogged man..,....

finally getting a move on my homeworkk...so glad tht next sem i'll be seeing mrs choo again!

and today i watched narnia-prince caspian online

okok i noe it's illegal, but i cudn't help it

Ben Barnes is HOT with a capital H-O-T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1<3

i dunnoe, i think i have a thing for dudes who play characters in fairytales

narnia rox my sox

this is gonna be a short post, i hear my mom coming

but hear's a pic of him------------------------------------------------->

SO HOT CUTE DRIPPING HOT AND CUTE

lol and he has this sexy accent hahaha

well then gtg.....

so is it dan? or ben?

(hey tht rhymes XD)

Yes it's ME

2008-05-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

woah

today was cluttered with stuff lah

TOTALLY

luckily there was no NPCC

i dunnoe, but are the ncos having a camp or something?

well, anyways i was sitting with qin yuan at the study area and not actually studying but listening to the radio and i saw THEM (yes, them!!!)

and if you are thinking i have finally lost it and am hallucinating daniel radcliffe in cedar, you are WRONG

hahaha

so anyways you know who they are, right? right!!

and i can't believe i spent 12 hours in SCHOOL, MAN!

i am sick and tired of not being able to use my computer!!!!

i dunnoe why, but it seems to be a season for computers to crash

and EVERY time i call ACER, they are FULLY ENGAGED...which means...

ACER is not a good computer

O!!!!

i must announce!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my parents bought a new house!!!!!!!!!!

a CONDOMINIUM!!!!!!!!!!!!

we are moving in SEPT MAN!!!

YAY

o gosh i never thot i would EVER get to live in one

must celebrate

and today was meet the parents

when i came back and explained the whole thing to my dad, my father starting to talk about the subject combinations and somewhere along the way, he convinced me to take TRIPLE SCIENCE!!!

and do u noe, i have to take 10 subjects for O LEVELS?!!!

actually not tht bad

and my dad says he wont object to me becoming a lawyer

which i REALLY want to become

i shall end on a sad note tho

so sad tht my squad got scolded again

do you think they'll hate us by the time POP is over?

are they angry?

and i wasn't there

:(

aha!!!

2008-05-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

SO long since i last posted.....

*gosh! i dunnoe why but i REALLY like argumentative essays...imagine ::::we take 5 weeks to prepare perfect it, etc. but we have less than an hour during exams....

haha

last year's EOY question for Argumentative essay was stupid...."Geography is a better subject than History. Do you agree?"

what are we supposed to say?!

if we said geography was worse, what if miss wan marks the paper and she gets ANGRY

or if we said history was worse and miss wan told mdm faridah who will get ANGRY

haha tht reminds me

some time back we were sidetracking during history and we asked mdm faridah when she was last angry...

it was when some student of hers stopped to buy a soft drink during napfa or 2.4(i can't remember) and mdm faridah shouted at her from the fourth floor saying,"what are you doing?!"

guess what tht stupid student said?!

"hi mdm faridah! do you want a drink too?"

SO STUPID !!!!!

haha ROFL

and the way she said it made it even more funny....haha

i wonder if i shud take history for nxt year...i would enjoy it, but is it going to be relevant to my job interest?

FIRST OF ALL!!!

what is my job interest?!

gosh i can't decide if i want to be a lawyer or a doctor...

the thing is, i'm sort of afraid to be a doctor...

what if one day i made a careless mistake,

and that cost someone his/her life?

why do i have to be so scared?

o damn....

haha

i was just thinking: what if i became daniel's wife? then i wud not have to work again

but haha, tht's just plain stupid

OH YEAH!!

i saw this totally cool thing at popular today! i went with xue ming and hwee hwoon and eveline

it's like this card thing tht you cand stack together to make the hogwarts tower!

and there's this mini harry potter!

haha abit lame actually

O!

and i was miming thru the glass to hwee hwoon :this is so coool!

and she was saying:oooo

and i really thot she like it too....

TIL SHE BURSTED OUT LAUGHING

and they didn't tell me where the godamm toilet was and i went one level down and all over the place before i cud find one

when there was a loo just NEXT to popular.

!!!!

and they left me behind at the bustop outside cedar...

we were supposed to take 26 to toa payoh and i went to buy a gulp frm 711 and the next thing i knew, the stupid bus was there and they were ON IT!!!

!!!!

yes i noe i noe

they are very mean right?!

haha juz kidding..

anyways in the end they waited for me at the interchange

i SLEPT on the bus on my way home...and i was thinking"i must go home and sleep...i must go home and sleep...i must go home and sleep...i must go home and sleep...i must go home and sleep" all the way till i got home and then i FORGOT

stupid lah

OH and finally i shall be the ic for something! i just said "okay let's DO IT , Vijaya!" and i told hui sian i will do it lah so finally

I AM a IC (so called) for an event!!!

haha

tht reminded me something

never mind

we r not supposed to talk about them anyways!

well now i finally remembered tht i have to go sleep so

ZZZ

haha i like the Z

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Oh hell!!!

2008-05-02T19:58:00.000-07:00

i officially am PISSED with my dumbdumb COMPUTER

i guess tht the stuupid computer's totally confused! it's gone boncus!

i am bloggin on a borrowed computer rite now

o crap

yesterday i was up till midnite trying to gt the damned computer to start!

o well

at least my sister is some sort of entertainment

i feel like decomposing right now

REALLY

o gosh, but my little sister is SO funny lah

she's trying to be a ghost right now, and she's trying to "scare" me

of course i shud not be a spoil sport so i act "scared" like screaming so

"AHHH o my gosh! Appa! why did you bring back a ghost from the playground?!!!!"

HAHAA so funny

then yesterday she tried to convince me that she was a boy!

LOL, yes i know

who in their right mind would want to be a guy, but still...

then i asked her

"if you're a boy, then hu is thivya?"

she said" i ate her up!"

haha so then the conversation continued like this (i'm blue she's red)

what?! o my gosh! thivya? can u hear me?! are you inside the ghost's tummy?!??!

akka! i go to the toilet !

o no! then how?! i don't have anymore sister! (pause) wait how did she taste?

a bit salty akka...i put soya sauce and ate

AHHH!!!are you going to eat me?!!!

yes....ooooo!!!

and that followed with the frantic chasing of me around the kitchen until my mom got a headache

HAHAHA

and she's only four, can u believe it?

i tell you, tht one's more crazy than me!

ROFL i 'm still being "scared" now...

the funniest part is, she isn't using a white cloth or anything

she's using my mum's very COLOURFUL sarong

HAAHA

pink flowered ghosts freak me!!!!

hahah

pfg ALERT!!!

o

ARGH!!!!

i really hope my computer finally starts up again

okok

i have a german midyears to study for....

O YEAH

i have a GERMAN MID YEAR COMING UP!!!!! AHHHHH

now tht's scary!

ok, i have to go now ........so yeah

IT'S been LONG

2008-05-01T07:20:00.000-07:00

yeah....wow, i haven't blogged in a LONG time....

didn't feel like it///lol

there's not much to say....

today i went to the PALYGROUND...yay!

so fun...i miss going on the swing! we used to go every wednesday evening..so sad..

ANYWAYS

anu, sorry i haven't added ur link yet, u'll see tht i have now..:)

okk BYE

:::) (alien eyes!)

LOL

haha this is COOL

2008-04-25T23:21:00.000-07:00

Friendship Quotes

HAII

2008-04-25T23:12:00.000-07:00

haha these are damn good..... well yeah friday was loads of fun..we went to the airforce museuem and we made paper airplanes and flew them....i squashed hwee hwoon's one haha!! sry!!yeah it's been so long since i played like that...wai han was like some ahmah(haha juz kiddin) saying tht we were all very childish!!! lol

WELL I WAS CHILDISH AND HAD fun.

and anu, leave a link on my tagboard so tht i can link to u!

<3>

VANESSA!!

2008-04-24T01:16:00.001-07:00

o man!!!

i can't download my cbox leh....

CAN YOU HELP ME PAPA??!!!

THANK YOU!!!!

cya in sch....

o gosh..

2008-04-24T00:51:00.001-07:00

i finally changed my blog template!!

YES!!!!

okok

i think it looks nicer now!!!!

MUCH NICER

anyways, i lost all my photos, but i'll download them on again!!!

love

ME!!

HI!!!

2008-04-20T18:53:00.000-07:00

in the com lab right now......yay....

for geog!!

and we are doing a project on the development of water transport

SO INTERESTING!!!

and bennett is so damn funny...

he thought tht my msn username referred to him.....as in he thought

tht i

HAD A CRUSH ON HIM!!!

and i said on msn to him....

"pulease...did u seriously think it was about you?"

and he said "hu else could it be?"

HAHAHAHA

so EGO

haha i shud so divorce PAPA and marry this guy,,,,

HAAHA juz kiddin

but if i did marry him,

meimei wud have a real father

who IS MALE!!!

AHAHAHA

yeah rite....anyways , i dun likelike hime anymore....

;)

okokok

i have to be researching !!!!

submarines are cool!!

YAY

byebye

craPP

2008-04-20T04:44:00.000-07:00

yeAh!!

i h8 being put on hold...can't order a decent pizza without being told..pls hold on.....6-10 minutes is a long time to wa8!!!

am waiting right now.....

PIZZA HUT somemore leh....

:(

lalalala
dupsa
umbaba
nagasaki umbaba!!!

finally
he's picking up

have 2 go now

BYE!!!

YES

2008-04-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

i finally got time on my hands...and found the band tht performed all stars on shrek...yes i know the song is old....:) but i still like it LOADS

and the band is called

SMASH MOUTH

cool NAME!!!

but the guyz are not actually..erm gd looking? here's a picture...

lol i like the one in yellow....weird voice... :)

:::)

alien face

dupsa!!

:)

bye

OOH YES!!

2008-04-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

oh gosh yay!!

for once, i dun feel as irritated wif the guys in my german class....

i told off a guy who kept saying "oh yes" in german over and over again...can't remember exactly what i said tho...schade. i do remember bennett said somethin like "ohh richard she doesn't like you anymore..." and i said "anymore? what anymore? i never liked him"

MUAHHAHAH!!!

and the guys "excepted" me as one of their own!!

haha juz kiddin...they were just much nicer...tho bennett is quite EXTRA ....clap for everything...quite a funny person lah...hah

YEAH!!

my first HIGH post in a long while...

it's getting late, i know, but i just had ta blog...hem hem

FUN EH!!!

OH~~~!!!

yours truly found daniel radcliffe's fan mail address!!!! YAY!!

i'm so totally sending him a 50 ft essay...lol

he sends autographed photo of himself to all his fans!!!

YES!!!!

i am so totally gonna start writing!!! i'll like give him my blog address and like 101 reasons why i like him or something...!!! and like ask him if he has a blog?//

haha as if he'll give me but YES!!!

I AM SO HAPPY LOR!!!

i dun care anything about sucky stuff...i am gonna start doing the 101 reasons thing like tmw recess...shud finish soon lah

:)

thx to my dearest squadmate for giving me the idea!!!

:))

yeah

i was reading thru my older posts....some of those sayings were hilarious....i lurved the "new vocab for 2008" thingy

AYAYA!!!

oh yeah, and i'm not gonna divorce my dearest hubby....lol

papa's like NO!

and meimei's like YES!

and i'm like I DUNNOE!!

yeah well

dun want a broken family for my children

marriage is so boring

your girl from the dark airless place....NOT ANYMORE

COZ THE LIGHT BULB VENTILATOR CALLED DANIEL RADCLIFFE IS BACK AND BETTA THEN EVA!!!

<3<3

Every one of US?

2008-04-14T02:18:00.000-07:00

you can't be serious....

surely not everyone of our blogs....

wow...

and here i thought most no one comes here....

seeing tht its such a LOVEDANIEL kinda blog...

everyone must think i'm crazy about dan (cuz i am <3<3)....

yeah wells

hey i guess i shudn't have said tht about them in the other entry

mbe they were examples, tht i juz didn't follow

tht's the funny thing...i'll be the first one to spot something wrong

then the slowest to dig out something good

before its too late
.
.
.
.
4 parades

only 4 more

and we wasted all this time

crying's no use...dunnoe y i did

as if it helps

and if the ma'ams really did read my blog(like they said)

and if the entry made it seem as if they tortured nike,

THEN

I SAY U GOT IT ALL WRONG!!!

seriously

well yeah, coz they're not mean at all....

to tell u the truth they're so lenient with us,

my older sis doesn't believe it

she's like "HUH???? what? u all are so LUCKY!!" if i tell her about parades

and yeah i guess tht's true

and even if they dun read my blog( which i doubt they do)

THX for scolding us and THX for telling us why

cus the latter's what i didn't understand

and yes, i am SORRY for being soo stupid

i'll never forget

to not forget

to stand still.

in senang diri.

yeah

wells

dun stay angry wif me 4eva,

coz i can't bear it....

it scares the hell outta me

TOTALLY FREAKY STARES don't help...

yeah ok

have 2 go,

german hw, english hw, tamil hw.....are waiting

all so eager for my brainiache answers to fill up their anticipating blanks

yeah

buhbyes

do you remember....

2008-04-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

...the times when i looked forward to going

...the times i was happy

... the times i was high?

and did you remember the time i could not help

...but cry?

wow

and here i am writing a speech against "emoism"

what a hypocrites

i h8 hypocrites

lead by example i say,

not force...

i'll not explain further

hoorays to my last sports day in ROSE doing roadmarshalling

oh, oops, … I forgot… CROWD CONTROL

I’m being sarcastic

If u dun get what I’m saying

I can’t believe I cried

And I came home and cried somemore

Hooray

I am SO happy

Gr8 isn’t it, life i mean?

yeah so tht goes to say

this is the first day i h8 doing what i do

the first day i didn't love npcc

and the last

coz i'm gonna prove to them

that i am worth the effort

that i'm something

and next time

i'll remember not to move when i share food

gosh

thank god they were at least comforting

and no thanks for me not being there

and thanks to ying xin and vanessa and nandini and sabrina for being there

and making me laugh again

The great purpose of school can be realized better in dark, airless, ugly places. … It is to master the physical self, to transcend the beauty of nature. School should develop the power to withdraw from the external world.

-William Torrey Harris, US Commissioner of Education, in his 1906 book The Philosophy of Education
and i guess that's how it is with npcc.

---

your girl from the dark, airless, ugly place

your dearest,

egomama

i can't believe tht tday just happened

tho not so ego anymore

WOOHOO

2008-03-31T06:28:00.000-07:00

Wow…

I’m feeling elated as I type this joyous post…spilling out my joy and sense of achievement onto digital ink and paper….haha

And I feel good for once…

And mark my words, I’ll do well for the geog test, u see if I don’t , you just wait and see

It’s always at the last lap tht’s the most tiring, isn’t it? Always, never different…I could do with some hugs and cuddles….haha just kidding

What a day!
I just realized that loads more of photos have been published on the web…I’m going to check out what’s new on my fanclub website….funny though that it’s …co.uk, and there’s no .com.sg version…what’s with Singaporeans and falling head over heels for a hot guy? As if they’re all drony, and emotionless…

Haha..DRONY!!!

Is there such a word????

U noe it is perfectly normal if you don’t catch my train of thoughts….i’m in a preety sorry state myself…if I’m not wrong, I’m still waiting for it

GEDDIT?

Train..catch…HAHAHA so funny!!!XD

Oh, never mind

Gosh it’s the evil sign…..

Papa hurry up and hand in the papers to me….

Please lah…

Ohohoho look at this

Funny Sayings - NEW WORDS FOR 2008: Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!!
1. BLAMESTORMING : Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible.

2. TERDBIRD : A Sea Gull manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves.

3. ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard.

4. SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end.

5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles.

6. PRAIRIE DOGGING: When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people’s heads pop up over the walls to see what’s going on.

7. MOUSE POTATO: The on-line, wired generation’s answer to the couch potato.

8. SITCOMs : Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and one of them stops working to stay home with the kids.

9. STRESS PUPPY: A person who seems to thrive on being stressed out and whiny.

10. SWIPEOUT : An ATM or credit card that has been rendered useless because magnetic strip is worn away from extensive use.

11. Charmin SUBSIDY: Euphemism for swiping free TP from one’s workplace.

12. IRRITAINMENT : Entertainment and media spectacles that are Annoying but you find yourself unable to stop watching them. The J-Lo and Ben wedding (or not) was a prime example - Michael Jackson, another…

13. PERCUSSIVE MAINTENANCE: The fine art of whacking the crap out of an electronic device to get it to work again.

14. SEAGULL SPHERE : The rarefied organizational layers beginning just above the rank and file. Decisions that fall from the adminisphere are often profoundly inappropriate or irrelevant to the problems they were designed to solve.

15. 404 : Someone who’s clueless. From the World Wide Web error Message “404 Not Found,” meaning that the requested site could not be located.

16. GENERICA : Features of the American landscape that are exactly the same no matter where
one is, such as fast food joints, strip malls, and subdivisions.

17. OHNOSECOND : That minuscule fraction of time in which you realize that you’ve just made a BIG mistake. (Like after hitting send on an email by mistake).

18. WOOFS : Well-Off Older Folks.

19. CROP DUSTING: Surreptitiously passing gas while passing through a Cube Farm.
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/funny-jokes/
woah, funny rite??

It may be your sole purpose in life to serve as a warning to others.- Unknown
Comedy is simply a funny way of being serious.- Peter Ustinov
Haha

Isn’t it funny howthe people who want quiet are always the loudest trying to get everyone else to shut up.- Unknown

Omy gawd YES!!!!(*hint*hint)

Whenever I see an old lady slip and fall on a wet sidewalk,my first instinct is to laugh.But then I think, what if I was an ant, and she fell on me.Then it wouldn’t seem quite so funny.- Jack Handey, Deep Thoughts

In order to get the handsome prince, you have to kiss a lot of toads.- Unknown

Better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot.- Unknown

The word ‘politics’ is made up of the words ‘poli’ meaning ‘many’ in Latin, and ‘tics’ as in ‘bloodsucking creatures’- Unknown

HAAHAH!!!!

Everything is funny as long as it is happening to somebody else.- Will Rogers
Erhem!!

There was never a genius without a tincture of madness.
Aristotle

And that by the way is the guy who came up with the particulate theory(I think) so yeah, that’s substantial all right..i’m genius in the making aren’t I???

Lucy: I’m very idealistic. I want to make the world a better place for me tolive in.
Charles Schulz - Peanuts

Ahaha….well better go to sleep with tht point….HOPE U HAD AS MUCH FUN AS ME IN WRITING THIS POST!!!

POLL TIME!!!

2008-03-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

haii again....couldn't put up a poll so here it goes...

comment on this post on which gropu u fall into

question: do you think daniel radcliffe is hot?....where do u stand?

#1: YES!!!OMYGAWD HE ABSOLUTELY ROX!!!!
#2: he's quite hot lah....
#3: he's okok....i wouldn't give him a second look if i saw him in the street
#4: dun even talk to me about tht git!!

ok so vote AWAY

and the majority of you had better vote #1!!!

TODAY WAS A BLAST<<<3

2008-03-25T06:04:00.000-07:00

hehe....was hilarious today....

what with esther abandoning me and the girl frm sajc tricking us into buying the tickets and doing something during ipw, i feel ACCOMPLISHED!!

and!!

we outnumbered the guys tday at german class....bennett and amirul and a few others weren't there...

"viele junge nicht hier heute...schade"
many boys were not here today....pity....

though the truth is...

NOT!!!

HAHAHA i am so EVIL!!!

and!!!

xm finally admitted being shorter than me..(haha)

stupid ma'ams lah...debating about my height....

haha joking...not tht stupid actually

i admit she has grown...

BUT

I'M GROWING TOO!!!

SO HAHAHA TO YOU TOO!!!

well

wasn't tht nice...

really funny!!!!

(you have to admit tht esther really needed me...u shud have seen the look of despair on her face from being seperated from me...)

for once, i truly admit being happy about the seating arrangments....:) (by the way i mean sitting wif esther, not without....)

but if i sat with say, papa....i would have hated it...coz i wouldn't be able to concentrate...what with all the weird noises and exclamations....(erhem)

HAHA

and!!!

papa respects me no more....i shall divorce him soon and ask for custody of meimei

haha

so funny

!!!

xD

o ewww, tht's papa's evil sign...

AHH!!!

must neva use it again....must neva use it again.....must neva use it again.....must neva use it again....must neva use it again...must neva use it again..must neva use it again

haha i'm not really typing it again and again...just hitting ctrl v....again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

as such

ahahaha

wow....i have so many interesting to say....

OH

and i close to dozed off while looking at dan's photo....had this weird dream like thing where i was arguing with him...he kept telling me to wait tht he'd come and get me...and i was saying i was sick and tired of waiting...tht i wanted to do something

well

so much for tht

as if it's eva gonna happen

and ppl...keep urselves strong ok...remember tht u r probably not the worst case there is...then u wont feel so bad during parade...go nike...(add oil) *squirt *squirt

haha

oh and u can try saying this" um baba, um baba, um baba...um baba, undavaa....um baba bumbo"

it's a chant thing tht just came to me....very funny

and INFECTIOUS!!!

i have no idea why i hold on the shift LIKE SO instead of caps lock LIKE SO..but of course you can't see me doing it....

i m gonna work hard, cuz my mom promised me two hp gameboy cartridges if i get at least B3 for all my subjects

WOOHOOO

on with jiayou ness!!

and for the love of daniel,

don't forget my name so i dun have to enter it at the end of every post....pls?

it pains...you noe....

woohoo

2008-03-22T04:32:00.002-07:00

yay!

i really made use of my time...got my hands on o-level ten year series

and am watching the second hp movie now...YAY!!!

this is going 2 be the shortest post ever,,,

i can't stop thinking about daniel...o gosh

<3<3<3
LOVE YOU DAN!!!!

woohoo

2008-03-22T04:32:00.001-07:00

WOW...I LOVE YOU!!!!

2008-03-16T08:06:00.000-07:00

o my god!!!!

i'm so happy!!! my internet connection was diconnected for a while, and you won't believe how exasperated i was!!! AND I WAS EXASPERATED!!!!!

FINALLY we got it back... thx to the singnet assistant who answered our call....what was that cartoon called....oh yeah higgly town heroes!!! i feel so happy....!!!<3

i can't believe how i wasted my time!!! my god!!!

i have yet to do my history essay question...good thing there is no history tmw...

AND GUESS WHAT!!!!

I GREW!!!!!

i'm going jogging in the morning for fun tmw...YAY!!!

ONE DAY I"LL LOOK GOOD AND TALL!!!!YAY ME!!!

haha

and there is APT tmw...and i'm GLAD!!! i like APT, i dunnoe why....just like it i guess....

OOHH yeah....talking about likes//

I JUST REMEMBERED ABOUT DANIEL!!!!

haha

<3<3<3

yay....wow i love him sooo much.....

i went shopping on sunday...and they were playing the same soundtrack as one of the fan-made music videos i found online

was totally happy after that

"nobody gonna love me better...i'll stick wif you foreva....nobody gonna take me higher...i'll stick wif you"

totally LOVELY!!!

YAY

was really fun....i got a few new books!!!!

i still can't believe we're sec 2 ma'ams now....i dunnoe why, but it boosts my morale

i like it

oh heck, I LOVE IT

haha

so weird huh?

well, i'm going to go do ten push ups and sit ups before bed.....

so

TOODALOO

I LOVE YOU TOO

DAN YES YOU!!!

<3 XD

I AM SMITTEN!!!

2008-03-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

gosh i have his face plastered all over!!!!

wow and i'm still adding on....

i totally love my new skin....and i made it on my OWN!!!!

that was why i was searching so hard for the best one, because all i wanted inside was to do it on my own....

talk about obsession....today was GREAT!!!

i watched this awesome movie called the World Trade Center....it was about two policemen who were stuck under the rubble on 9/11 while participating in the rescue attempt....it was really nice....almost cried at the end....:)

it was really long since i saw a movie like that....

then i saw HAUNTED...which was really freaky....and sad

wow....

and there was a cherry on the top too!!

i watched Paparazzi....it was bout a movie star who got harassed by paparazzi and this lead to an accident, landing his son in the hospital in a coma....

as the story goes, the actor stalks and kills off all the paparazzi that were involved in the accident

it was really sick, the way the paparazzi took pictures before they even called the stupid ambulance...really disgusting

and they totally screwed up the truth, i dunnoe if this is true in the world, but if it is, then all i have to say is that i am utterly disgusted...

there even was this rumor(real one this time) about daniel radcliffe getting death threats and what not....CRAZY!!!

(how could anyone want to kill him?)

(unless of course they want to be torn to a hundred pieces by his strong fans all around the globe)

(which includes me)

it beats me....

anyway, there are enough fanclubs, without me starting one too...

gosh

well

my titles are getting so lovey dovey nowadays....even if they're totally irrelevant to the actual post..lol...<3 oh yeah, i found some stuff online...they're really true about DANIEL!!!!!<3

and there's one more 2..

and that one's for YOU DAN!!!!!

and that's evidence tht my love can work out!!!!

wow and these are just random ones...tht are totally true about him..(yes him!!)

haha...like nike as in my squad i guess

OMG~~~

2008-03-08T20:47:00.000-08:00

o heck, i'm soo happy.... i reely love him now......wonder what my ma'ams will think if they visited my blog…probably’ll think I’m psycho…..

My mum made the best food in the world tday….

And I found a million and one backgrounds of him…(yes, him)!!!!I can change my skin anytime I want….

Anyway thx for confessing tht Daniel rox, Vanessa…even if you didn’t say it, I noe tht’s what you feel…what bout yamapi?…haha J

I’m so happy!!!

I spoke to our nco!!!!

And I think she’s not that scary after all…quite nice really…!!!J

Yay!!!

Love you dan!!!

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 YAYAYAYAY!!!!

2008-03-06T05:21:00.000-08:00

Oh yay!!
Tday was swell….found some time to blog…dunnoe how….

YAY!!

I’m missing e last to periods tmw!!!!YAY ROAD MARSHALLING!!!!

E last time we went there was memorable

The guys were wolf-whistling at us!!!

I bet they were juz jealous

Gosh,…frm npcc somemore….how revolting

I realized that my c-box is pretty much dead….anyone care to leave a message?….haha

Oh!!

I have enrolled in hogwarts!!!

Really!

There’s this cool site where you can enroll in hogwarts, and you get sorted into a house, and get a wand and EVERYTHING!!

This is GREAT!!!

And huever…pls forgive me..i’m going to wear my short npcc skirt tmw…for reasons of my own

Oh yeah…did you noe there is such thing as an NPCC(sea) unit? When my mom told me about it, I thought it was NPCCC….HAHAHA

AND!!

Check out this site in your free time…it’s super funny!!!

It’s called: http://www.ahajokes.com/

Very funny
REALLY

And I got myself a DANIEL RADCLIFFE PICTURE!!!!!!! I’m soo HAPPY!!!

Now, I can see him anywhere, anytime..

*sigh
so HOT!!!!
The joke of the day: TOY’S BOILET…hahahahaha!!! Omygawd it was hilarious when she said it…..hehehe

Doesn’t it sound wrong?
HAHAHA

How I would like to boil them all…teach em a lesson
Well..gnight…!!!

it pains AGAIN!!!!

2008-03-05T03:50:00.000-08:00

I lost my voice.....

AHHHH!!!

Isn’t that awful??!!

And tht heartless(erhem) Xue Ming said…”who ask u to shout so loud? Your fault lah!” haha very funny

By e way, I am NOT furry…!!!

How sober…
And oh my gawd!! I almost forgot!!

We were discussing something, then Xue Ming did something GREAT!!!!!!! She said….

THAT DANIEL’S MY HUBBY!!!! SAYONARA VANESSA!!!!

Omygawd, how awful

HAHAHAHA

I told you!!!

And!!! (I like doing tht)

I am going to find a picture of him…(yes him) and am going to put it in my wallet somewhere… and my file… and my diary!!!! YAY!!! Thx to ESTHER for the wonderful idea!!

And we are doing such a cute animal for the competition!!! Meet the Dimetrodon!!! The fierce but friendly creature who’s like us CEDAR NP cadets!!! I love np!!!(even tho baton drills pain…)<3<3

yay!!!!

i hope parade is fun...i wanna improve...I AM SUPERMAN!!!

haha

where did that come from?

i am like so crazy

AND!!!

i sat next to this totally weird gurl in the bus on the way home, who sucked at her "so-called" british accent

if you want the asian british accent model, pls contact ME!!

YES!!

your one and only!!!

CEO ILOVEHPANDDANIEL!!! Pte Ltd

i shall take my leave now, i have an important task at hand!!

dadaBAMMDEAD!!!!

2008-03-03T05:45:00.000-08:00

gosh i feel so hi....seeing that as it may tht its 11 at night and my brain's fighting wif my eyes...but who cares eh?!

I found a few more cool picturesss...and wanted to change my blogskin....stuupid internet lah...dun want 2 download....but it wass soooo cute....REALLY...not bluffing k....

papa and i took off some time frm e kids...(hehe) and ate out!!!....(which is erm...the coffee shop...lol)

i bought carrot cake...

AGAIN

i fink i have a obsession for carrot cake...when i was small, i used to remind my daddy to buy carrot cake...….which I called “CC”…haha so stupid…but cute rite?

Yeah well

I think I look exactly the same as I was when I was a kiddo….13 YRS!!!WOW…so fast …wie der Blitz….(like lightning)…hah

And ms BB (for big erhumm butt….haha) totally got on my nerves tday….what is her BIG goddamm problem ah? You ask me I ask hu?

Oh yeah….Singlish!! we were talking about that….yeah true I hate it when other people use it, but I realized that it is perfectly fine when I use it…u noe, in like, a casual tone…

AND!!

If u r frm nike then u better read this…yes open ur I-balls big!! PLS JOIN THE RECYCLING COMPETITION!!!…LAH!!

Dun give me stuuupid reasons ok, its irritating!!!did u guys ever think how difficult it is for us to compile the stuff? We r already in hot soup coz we have to change the names, and dun blame us ok, we were told about it at the last moment, when you guys were on LJ…I mean so what if u have tuition? I also have tuition on tht day…I’m postponing it so tht I can go for the competition ok…pls think of this as a wake-up call…and pls play your part…we dunt have sooo much of time to come and plead with you to join the competition….i could just give the names and let yall handle it you noe, its none of my business…my team is already finalized…but I didn’t, which is the pt…I hope one of u reads this….i h8 to have to say this kinda things….but I have 2…nike, we have to stick together, so what if it’s a random competition, this is the same kind of attitude tht we will give 2 other compettions in the future if we dun change….i wish I cud post this on the nike blog…I’ll just tell yall to come and see it….dun hold a grudge against me ah, we have to noe bout this stuff, or we’ll neva change….

well so here i am

2008-03-01T02:45:00.000-08:00

its weierd really
the past 3 days passed by in a flash...why does tht always happen
i had a hell of a time in tht crummy classroom next to the humans staffroom
feels like a cell

the teachers gave us sooo much of hw!!! are they trying to make us guilty for not going?
very unfair

well i got a move on with my english essay, shud be able to get it done in time if i edit it on monday...

german was weird without all e girls...
but i made friends with this german girl in our class

she was cool, we both agreed on a mutual statement:
BOYS HAVE WEIRD JOKES...that girls don't get
and tht nincompoop irritated me
this guy was trying to promote german day t-shirts, and the whole time, he was trying to be very enthusiastic about it.
and here was undesirable no.1 making fun of him

i think i'm gd at shooting daggers
tht is, when i'm pissed...

the dumps smell weird, and tht's where i am..

2008-02-25T05:58:00.000-08:00

today was soo, erm unlucky..

as if there was no fengshui or something

first i get irritated in class

then drills started going bad

then ppl fell down

(badly..)

and than i get pissed with my sister (older..)

i think i shall change my profile...

e bit about where i love her...

cos i dun think tht's true

it was totally untrue

now's the cue for u to come and get me dan...

i'm getting bored...

but hu in their right minds come halfway across the globe to save a girl in a crummy place?

u now i think i shud stop now...

have to go to bed...

"the best of man were wasted, with no persevearance etched in their hearts"

another quote from the newly stated wise saint of nike squad

bloody hell i have to memorise geography and my sis just won't let me...

bye,
you noe hu i am...

miss pissed

p.s. tht rhymes!!

YAY

2008-02-21T20:00:00.000-08:00

i'm finally getting a chat box!!!!yay man thanks papa!!

and weird...some person emailed me coz i posted something on danradcliffe.co.uk.....well i dun think i'll answer...

it's music lesson rite now...we have free time so yeah...well

the stupid computer is so slow!!!

the youtube thingy takes sooo long to buffer so sad rite

the first interview is like so funny...he's totally fuuuull of energy man!!!

and the second one is soo...erm...SEXY!!!haha

well it's true go see for yourself...

;)
...i wonder when daniel will send me an email...

I <3 my boots...

2008-02-21T06:33:00.000-08:00

haha well i do...

they are soooo shiny today...but there's a minor glitch, something bloody scratched by boots!!!

but it's a minor problem, easily looked over...

i sent the weirdest reply to shajni when she sent me the slides for the music project...dunnoe what got into me...here's a copy....poor thing, she must be devastated...

haii
Congratulations you are the first one to submit your slides...You win a $1000000 and a private dinner with Daniel Radcliffe himself!!!...Please contact 91234567 to confirm your details.

Regards,
Vijayalakshmi Rajakrishnan
CEO of ILLLLOOOVEHPANDDAN!!! Pte Ltd

hahaha...well actually it's not tht funny...
ok well g'night and sweet danreams!!!

hehehe

GD LUCK!!

2008-02-20T23:50:00.000-08:00

gd luck to all of you 4 e lit test....we can do it!!!

i hope i do well

i'm cutting short...have 2 go study....

so erm, i added a few links to youtube about interviews with daniel radcliffe, even if you dun like him, go watch it...it's hilarious ...Jonathan Ross is so goddam gd..

and leave a comment if u visit k? i've yet to get a tagboard...

bye u guys and gd luck....

there's not much on my mind than daniel nowadays...o well

<3 enjoy the videos!!

(particularly watch them in order, vanessa go check em out!!!)

today sux...

2008-02-19T22:38:00.000-08:00

we had 3 t.a. on the same day!!!

3!!!

borrowing a line from ron...

"BLOODY HELL!"

seriously...

i can't even remember having any lessons...

and i couldn't finish the maths t.a. on time!

i think its stuuupid having 1 t.a. after another!

talk about stress...

but el summary writing was easy enough..

tht's the only thing...

i've to go and check my german e-learning hw...

e-learning sux as well...i miss real lessons

And why the heck is it so wrong to ask a boy a question, may i ask?

it's not as if i jumped off the building or anything....

and i'm getting brooding dreams at night...
.
.
.
.
.
.
i think i'm a drug addict

blame black kiwi...

lol

i wish i didn't have any homework...

i betta go do tht now....

by the way, i realised tht daniel radcliffe is not as flawless as he seems...well i shall not elaborate go see for urself...

i feel cheated by makeup...

well tht's the way it's going to be...i won't want to marry him at any rate...

i think i just snapped out of my bought of obsession...

it wasn't nice

well at least i can harbour a bit of liking...

he has no taste in movies...

wonder what crap he's going to act in after harry potter

by e way... december boys has a very confusing but touching plot... it's not tht big a leap for dan...

he just switched from acting as a british orphan to a australian one...

glad i came to my senses...sad huh?

it's ok i'll get over it...

well tht's about it

i love you daniel, but u're freaking me out...dun bail out on me :(

YOUR enthu gal

p.s. ma'am azrina wrote a valentine heart for nike!!! soo sweet!!
p.p.s. er...nothing

wow...

2008-02-16T22:25:00.000-08:00

where do i find the time to do this crap????

is everyone else out there studying??

pls answer or i'll go crazy....

seriously....my mom makes me soo guilty sometimes....

like now for example, i'm supposed to be doing dnt.... and instead (highlight supposed!!!) of tht i'm thinking about daniel radcliffe....
i spent like 3-4 (or was it 5??) hours yesterday looking for video clips of him in youtube...and watching them.... i muz be crazy....

ICH NICHT DICK ODER BLOD(umlaut)!!!!

gosh

he was like sooo hot...the way he talked...so funny...soo sophisticated( a bit only lahh) and sooo erm 6y...haha i can't believe i said tht XD

well it's true....

seriously

look at tht face man...gosh im going crazy about him///

do u reckon i could fly to britain and confess my love...

my concience tells me " you dick head!!! you can't even tell ninconpoop tht you sorta like him and u wanna go run off to UK...U crazy or wat???"

sheesh

i am very depressed,,,,

do tell me if you find out tht daniel is turned on by zaii, npcc girls who are 4 yrs his junior ok??????

miss zaii lovergal

it pains...

2008-02-15T21:26:00.000-08:00

Baton drills pain me so....gosh

i was sooo excited to learn them
and after doing it...

i wanna fall down and cry...

i almost sprained my wrist during evacutation
which sucked, since if it did get sprained, there'd really be an injury

but it was all so fun you noe....

ma'am J. was sooo funny....haha i'm laughing now itself

and we learnt how to tie sling bandages...and i feel soo ticklish when my squad mate tied it for me..weird huh? and she didn't move a mm when i did it for her....

o well...i have taken to saying'o well' alot lately...tsk tsk//

where's your solid command of the english language that you love Vijaya??

DId you lose it on the way?
are you too stupid to pick it up...

and hope you meet daniel as well?

sheesh

it pains me soo

gosh i wish i could be daniel's age, than at least i could have some sort of hope...

i think i'll never really fall in love though.... since all i think about is daniel///

anyway azri thanks but i like the one i changed to better...

what is the problem with people in Singapore?

is it a crime to want to write an english essay for school on Harry Potter? Or one on Daniel, as long as we are on the subject?

Is It?

why doesn't anyone else in Singapore like him???

if Nincompoop likes hp, (and daniel radcliffe) i think i might juz fall in lurve with him....

HAHA JOKING

but it is possible....NOT

gosh think about a life that's been planned for you by someone else.....i hope whoever it is down the road likes hp....if not i'll stay single forever////

candle light dinners by the singapore river, near the condo (expensive) we bought together, talking and laughing about Harry Potter.....

now that's a romantic dinner///if any of u likes them too...do tell me

I wish jk rowling would hurry up and write another book...life is getting a tad boring without books to stick my nose in

i love to blog.....

finally a solace....

funny isn't it how it's so surreal?

i love you daniel...hurry up and propose to me already.....!!!

haha i'm not tht DESPORATE///

or maybe i am.

I dunno

haha soo cute...

2008-02-15T20:18:00.000-08:00

i h8 junk mail.....but would you call this junk?
(\__/)
(+'-'+)
(")_(") .

soooo cool? haha and cute.....o well i better go now....i wish more people came to my blog....and i wish i had a lovely harry potter blogskin....haha o well///////

I <3 DANIEL !!!!!!!

always

HIII HAAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY

2008-02-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

hi all hu read my blog....since it's juz azri....HI AZRI!!! you remind me of my nco....character and name...lol

Happy V"day... i heard nike had a great time...sooo sad i had to miss it...i had a german test (yes the very same dreaded one..which by the way got postponed...) so rong of me to forego npcc....oh well

DID YOU KNOW>>>>>that i <3<3>.npcc? haha my mom's cadtes(she's a TO in her school)..they were scared i would join NCC....that's betrayal BY THE WAY>>>>

SO sad....you noe, i realise that np gets less support than ncc, cos they juz use what the NS guys use, and the govt. like invests in them alot....

in simple terms, we get crummy fields in Pulau Ubin to camp in and they get shalets.
(is tht how its spelt...wateva)

GET THE PICTURE???

so sad.....

anyway, its not like we need all the things, we excel without it. as if you get shalets during a war...hmm

Oh yeah,,,, and we're learning baton drills tmw!!!!!YEYEYEYEYEEYYYYYYY!!!! i love it...it's like soooooo cool!!

but its difficult ok...so wish me luck....haha

by the way i haven't finished adding the links to the blogs...so you'll very soon have ,many links there....notice i haven't added much? its not like preference or wateva ok???? lol

i wish i had the link to daniel radcliffe's blog...how nice////

o well some things just neva happen./////

like dan calling me tonight to ask me be his valentine and finding my house number off the internet....which is not going to happen...o well sometimes dreams are nice...happy vday yall...and a gooddnight...

2008-02-13T04:01:00.001-08:00

Hey...hu said dan's eyebrows are weird? they rock man!! i LURRRVEE DANIEL RADCLIFFE!!!I LOVE HARRY POTTER!!!

2008-02-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

oh yes...where were we...aha the politics...

u see th ratio of the bumbling RI baboons in our class to the number of civilised young Cedarians is 7:6...

Shitty rite?

welll that's the way it goes

and the wretched test (above mentioned) can be either tues or thurs...but as we all noe...

WE HAVE SCIENCE COMMON TEST ON THE SAME GODDAM DAY

so we had a proposal...why not do it on tues....but guess what the stupid assholes had to say about it....shheeeesh

they said tht they had a bloody assembly on tues...so they cannot make it for the test on tues...LAME!!!!

i betcha they did it purposefully to irritate us

then in the goddammit end, we did it on tues and they did the test on thurs...

THEY GOT MORE TIME THEN US!!

a small price to pay....

You noe, some times guys can get on your nerves so bloody much that civilised, cultured ladies such as myself (ahem) start swearing...

Ya well there goes....

o well

at least i vented my anger.....thnk u my lovebird for listening...i shall marry u one day....haha lol

WHat the heck...

2008-02-11T05:43:00.001-08:00

how on earth do i free up the time to multi task??that's the question of the day....gosh i haven't even ironed my uni for tmw....i should have taken the 4:30 to 6:30 slot for third lang...at least would have free time....

i h8 having to rush for everything....at least i saw one of my seniors hu had more brains then me who took the later slot.....

who the hell called me all-rounded?

haha very funny

i mean i keep being told at home tht i'm stuuuupid....and what else let's see....i'm very dumb....hush...i hate this....it is called: WALLOWING IN YOUR SORROWS!!!!!

which is what bimbos and emos and stuuuupid people do....

which i am not.....

i shud explain to u the silent, underlying politics in my german class.....in a few minutes ok...have to cram somemore...

2008-02-11T05:32:00.000-08:00

hi

well this is boring....studying i mean....at least i changed my Blog pic...hmmm isn't he hot? hahaha yes i think so 2

Hey azri..howya find me blog? haha u must be the 1st non-np person to come to my blog....leave a comment yah....

oh well i have to get back 2 studying german....gotta test tmw.....shit all ri guys.....only nincompoop is nice...haha how silly of me 2 have all these crushes....haha oh well bye...

your (nicht so dick) lovepal...lol how emotional....T.T

2008-02-06T20:20:00.000-08:00

hi...my blog is kinda dead....and decaying....i need to superglue it back.....LOL

i am havin a dreadful tummy ache.....how awful...on cny holiday somemore...i wanted to study....humph....

having trouble concentrating on my drills!!!AARGH!!!and i wanna remain as the right marker goddamit.....i tried calling my bones' hotline the other day....it was engaged....in what i wonder??not growing perhaps?? shheeesh i think im growing fat....hmmph....and do u noe what is german for fat?

DICK...Yes, its dick. so u can be dick, dicker or am dicksten!!!eeww

makes me think of the boys in my german class....i had this weird dream the other day that i went to german class and everyone was goddam quiet...and i was the only one talking...

I realised i must be the only girl in my german class who actually bothers to speak up...LOUD

oh well

I like My german class...at least i do well in something...

its kinda weird how everything i do seems to be not good enough.,,gosh.

and VANILLA SMELLING GIRL (yes..you) gave up my secret tht day....now my dignity is lying on the floor being stepped on....ouch ouch ouch it goes

so what if like tht person and look up to her goddamit....i never had a role model before....

what a sad entry

oh well

i think i m getting glares from apple lately....if you still remember hu tht is....for what? i dunnoe....i just dun seem to like her lately....i m sorry k? i had too high an expectation...

thts the problem why some of us dun like the ppg..(powerpuff girls) some times...we think of them as teachers and when they cant do stuff probably we get angry with them

forget tht they are like us

i shouldnt say anymore,,,go guess for youself...

ANYWAY, happy cny everyone...i wish i got money on deepavali....lol ;
YOUR She hu loves NPCC

p.s. my england is sucking today

2007-11-15T00:38:00.000-08:00

yey

i didnt sleep in the end

lols

so its time to talk about the flu rite?

hold on ah...need to cough my lungs off first..

tok about amputating noses(gd idea ma'am, ill do it some day)

flus are bad

bvery bad

especially coz they made me skip drills today.

i dont like .

i reely dont like.

im not weak or anythin ok

i am like macho girl

super woman

lols

ok sorry thts crap.

anyway flu is bad coz 4 me it stays around for like hours and hours and hours

tht is bad and thts tht

ok im kinda lazy so i wont say sooooo much.... :b :P

2007-11-14T23:28:00.000-08:00

o well ill do the rest tmw...im tired

almos slept on the bus

must close iiiiiii.........

closing.....

closing....

shut down already....

lamo....

lala.....

sleepy iiied

by and remember,

NPCC rox

Daniel rox

My GERMAN Class rox

and

MY NCOs rox

2007-11-14T23:19:00.001-08:00

so bout daniel

why doesn't anyone in singapore like him much?

isn't he hot?

so wot about his i brows bein weird

some threadin'll do the job!

ok he's bad boohooing but so what...well nvm

101 y he's cool, not a fool

1. well he's hot.

2.he's tall. (1.83 is tall ok)

3.he's harry potter and i love harry so i love dan.

4. he's single( lolslolslols) <3>

5. i don't have 101 reasons.

thursday november 15

2007-11-14T23:13:00.000-08:00

hi.

just browsed some blogs.

i'm ashamed/

u noe y?

cos the only thing i said here is hi.

very little rite?

so i have new aim

(besides meeting dan of coz)

i shall rattle for as long as i can.

three things.

daniel radcliffe

(of course)

why flu is bad

daniel...

so lets going eh?

lalaland

2007-11-13T03:48:00.000-08:00

heyall ...why am i saying this? lols